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I’ve watched summer waste away
Seen the sunset from a closed window each day
All month long
Been locked up
They ask me why?
To answer I do not even try
For it is not I who seek the answers to that question
For these are not even my lessons
Their motives I can only be guessing
I know who I am
I know why I would be damned
But I know I am not
I know for what I have fought
And I am certain now what I live for
Love
That is my mission
And life’s purpose
If I had a job
I would not mind to run a circus
Because it would be entertaining
I like to host the party
Not be the life of it
In fact
At the party I hire security
In case I have too much beer or herbal tea
Or if mi carino just wants to make out with me
Privately
And we can forget about all the guests
And I can see her holy body
For it is that I like to bless
Honor her
And show her the love she deserves
Especially after all she has been through this month
All the false things she has heard
Thank God she still believes my word
And still longs for my touch
I know I owe her much
And I am still broke as fuck
So I can buy nothing to heal her heart
Or restore her trust
But I will place my lips on her bust
And look in her eyes
Show her that when I am with her
I wear no disguise
When we walk the streets together
I only show pride
Because I beam with radiance with her by my side
I love this life
And do not fear the other side
For our love will last beyond this brief lifetime
Let’s act our age and be wise
And let our love grow steadily in time