If I - I Will

If I call
If I write
Perhaps you might
Want to hear
What I have to say
Perhaps you will accept my invitation today
Perhaps you will stay
Or perhaps it will not mean anything
You will stay pretty
And I will stay me
Which I guess means ugly
Probably because I am lonely
Without you
And a long way from my homies
Perhaps I just don't like being wrong
Can’t stand you’re not into my heart song
Even when it is you that makes my heart beat so strong
I do think we belong
Perhaps you feel differently
Enjoy our friendship in its simplicity
No need to confuse our love
With relational complexity
And emotional irregularity
Now we only love one another
The way a sister loves a brother
And a son loves a mother
But I do not feel this way with others
Got more than gaga eyes for you
I want to find out who you are
I want to know your star
Drive in your car
I want to Scourt you to the bar
And burn up the dance floor
More importantly I want to walk through your soul’s door
See all of you
And want to know more
Want to know who you were before
And want to be there in the future
When you reveal your true divine nature
Become an even more beautiful creature
When you are the guest speaker featured
I will be in the front row
And no one needs to know
What we will do after the show
Or where we will go
Together alone
Is my favorite time
When you can relax and unwind
And I can know you are mine
I am already yours
Guess for now I am busy with chores
Although I cannot take you to the store
My heart is your hostage
Willingly
I hope you do see
Whether or not we are meant to be
I want you with me
So we can fly off into eternity

Pretty Things

I like pretty things
Things like you
Things like me
I like your eyes
And I like your size
If someone asks
You are more than a prize
Not only do I idolize
Or spend time with you on my mind
Fantasize
It may have taken me too long to realize
That special feeling inside
I was probably too worried about what I would prophecize
You are a pretty thing
More like a beautiful being
Cause your inside is light
And your outside is out of sight
Now I just want to be right
Cause I am tired of feeling wrong in this life
Rather kiss goodnight
Do our best not to fight
Right now all I have are my wishes
And remembrances of our kisses
What can I do for you?
How about your dishes?
I hope you really like what I bought you for Christmas
And now all I can say is this
Some words on a page
But when you said sweet things
I should of said the same
Not just game
Now I am the one to blame
You already gave me your heart to claim
And I didn’t take it
Tried to fake it
Couldn’t keep myself together
And had to go away to get better
We ended up in different weather
To me you look no different
Still a pretty thing
But now I am the one who feels changed
Can no longer hide
My mind made up
But it is my heart who did decide
Is it to late to get back on this ride?
Can we be pretty things?
Side by side
Can I be better than I was the last time?
May we be together and romanticize
You make me feel alive
And us I no longer want to trivialize
Or want to deny
It’s you I do realize
That makes me feel so good inside

Divine 9 Valentine

Today is the day to celebrate love
To tell someone they are the one
Go on a date
Celebrate
Honor one another
I desire a date
And that is fine
But I got more than one I would call mine
If I spent all year
A day for each one
There would still not be enough time
For me to see them all
Because I give love to everyone
Yet truly to no one
Watching music videos
Instead of buying a rose
Instead of taking her to the finest shows
Tell her how she glows
How she is beautiful
And oh so wonderful
Your wish may I fulfill
I submit to your will
But still
I cannot commit
Keep choosing wrong
Keep hoping for love long gone
And it’s my fault
I was the first to say halt
Didn’t notice loves invitation
Wanted my mind to give an explanation
But love is the arena of the heart
I guess I keep missing that part
That is why there is no start
Perhaps now
Perhaps on this day
I can remember St. Valentines game to play
Worry little and just say
I love you
And know my words are true
This time I want to see it through
Even if as only friends
I will still love you until the end
Postcards and letters I will send
My feelings I will not pretend
My aching heart will mend
By your hand
This is the Lord’s plan
Perfect in its creation
Without limitation
No more trepidation
I walk towards you with love
Together we are not alone
Together we are one
Our connection never undone