Sunday, December 31, 2017

New Year - New You - New Book!!

We ended 2017 publishing our first book!  Now start your 2018 with your very one copy!

Enjoy our first collection of poems from this blog in the book:

Wounded Hearts Warming Hearts Open Hearts Pure Hearts




Saturday, December 30, 2017

This New Year

The holidays have mostly passed
Filled up on merriment
Dizzy on cheer
Now the best gift
A brand new year
A new start
New promises
More surprises
Everyone winning prizes
Every new start
Whether it be a new day
A new week
A new year
Or a new outlook
Each new start
We make a promise to our heart
To be true
To honor ourselves in all we do
To live the life
That is meant for us
The one God gave to us
Each new start
We reconfirm in our hearts
We declare what is in our souls
We have the faith to live bold
And to praise
When the Lord we do behold
On the first of the year is when we start
That I am told
Each new year
We do not grow old
We renew
Recognize that
In twelve months we grew
Closer to our final conclusion
Our earth exit
And our celestial ascension
That is forever written
Every single persons mission
To rejoin the Lord and the stars
After a day on Mars
A moment on the battlefield
Then
Paradise revealed
Any pain
Healed
This new year
It is not another one for your doom to grow near
But a new chance
Right here
For you and I
To live the life we should
One that is prosperous and good
One where we do not worry
If or when we will dwell with the Lord in eternity
Because I know I already live with them in earthly tranquility

Luminous Beings Reprise

We are incredible beings
Divine creations
To be human
Is a wondrous thing
We have unlimited capacities
In so many things
Impossible to love
Or to be loved too much
Impossible to learn it all
But try we can
Each day grow into a better human
We make symphonies
We are angels with wings
We’ve been to other planets
Explored fantastic tangents
We are amazing, luminous
So why do we spend so much time feeling like we are less?
Perpetually failing a test
Our life
An unending conquest
For tokens and trinkets
Turned off our imagination
Just to have it
The latest
Most shiny
New thing
But we are not machines
We are incredible, amazing, luminous beings

Nice to CU again

Where was it we first met?
It appears here
But I feel different
When you stand near
The view of your eyes clear
And I know
That face
And smile
Those eyes
I have seen many times
Not just today
Not just this stay
I remember that look
Before you went away
Before the cataclysm
Before the flood
Before we even donned bodies filled with blood
I remember meeting you
Before either of us had anything to do
No checks to cash
No buying things
And collecting trash
In that time before time
When we still dwelled with the Divine
Before we became separated to start living lives
I remember then
And that lifetime I was your boyfriend
I remember the time we were enemies
Took each other lives violently
Directed by Lord Everything
I know it is you
Every time we meet
Even when you wear different hair
You come in different sizes
When you act
There are no surprises
Because I know I just got your name
Your heart tells me
You remember the reign
When we danced with God
Before we even had names
Happy to see you again
I am
Just a reminder that it is indeed God’s plan
And I did sign
On the bottom line
With a pen in my hand
So I took this life as a man
So that I could meet you again
You as a beautiful woman

Thursday, December 28, 2017

1 Time

At one point
At one time
It was you and I
We were one
Not just each of us
But together
We were better
But we are back on our own
Just you
Just me
Us together
Blown
I guess I could just cry and moan
Complain and  protest
But I was just upset
Because I didn’t get what I wanted
And that is not really a reason
To be mad or angry
Definitely not at you
You never hurt me
It was your choice to do the deserting
Left me to be the one to be yearning
Now the seasons do the turning
A whole year gone by
Since you left
And didn’t say goodbye
When people ask if I miss you
I lie
Say whatever
Then change the subject
Cause on the inside
I’m still upset
When I hear about you
I simply wish I could forget
Although
Every moment with you
I do not regret
I feel lucky by the fact that we met
There is not one else in this world like you
No one else can do what you do
Being on my own
I’ll make it through
I’ll see my way out of it
This shade of blue
I hope you are happy
And content with your life too
Please be
That is what I want for you
If we can’t be two
That is really one
Then I hope you’re good
Great
Going out on plenty of dates
But dear
Do not mistake
I still think of swimming with you at the lake

New Year New Start

Let’s start something new
Just us
Just me and you
Doesn’t matter where
But it does matter who
Cause in all the world
There is only one you
Only one
Who can do
All those special things you do
C’mon let’s be true
This thing that is new
It’s ours honey
Don’t need money
All we need is each other
All we need is to be close to one another
So what would you like
What more would you like to do?
It’s up to us
Which means it’s really up to you
Cause I like your choices
And the way you make decisions
You’re the smart one
The one who sees things clear
And you even know my challenges with that dear
So as we celebrate another new year
Let us start too
Together still
But our love brand new
This I promise you
I am not growing tired
Or think our love is stale
I love your skin pale
What I want
When I say something new
Is for our love to grow stronger still
For you to know me better
And for me to love you deeper
For us to be turned into believers
Each time we see each other
Our love is something new to discover

This Moment

If we could go back
It would still not change what happened
Or how we got here
Because this moment was meant for now
Regardless of how
We arrived here
We could of come from that other road
And though perhaps our love was told
It would still not be gold
Because we would still of had this end
Not goodbye
Not friends
Regardless the when
Or how many trips to Lot 10
In this moment now
We find ourselves
This is how it was meant to be
Not you and me
I can be okay with that
I can live another life
When I hear about you
I will be polite
Goodbye
Goodnight
In this moment now
I feel better
Kind of like being around
Going out into town
Not really down
I wished I had given it my all
Cause I felt like I was the one
Who dropped the ball
Forgot to call
And let you down
It can be better
Even if it is not
I know what I got
Was special
Because it was you
I won’t regret I knew
Because when I got here
I knew that was true
I appreciate everything you do
Especially you
I can see you now
In your own world
Bright as ever
Everyone's pleasant weather
No not together
And likely Never
But here
Now
I know what it means to love forever

Sunday, December 24, 2017

This Christmas

This year when I make my list for Santa
I will be sure to include myself in all I want
Not just wish for you
And for you to love me too
Because I wish for so much more
Not for things that were before
I want to wish my own wishes
And have my own dreams
I still want to experience things
Be a full complete human being
Not just what someone else wants
Or needs
This Christmas
And this season of light
My wish is not to hold you tight
Love you still
I might
But I wish now with just me on my mind
Living here and now
In this time

This Christmas
I am on the top of my list
So please Santa grant me this wish
Not for someone else to fall in love with me
But finally
May I love me completely
Accept my flaws as beauty
My imperfections
My exceptions
Blemishes and unsightly spots
The parts seen by others not
For I love those parts of me
It is who I be
So I hope this year I will know
It doesn’t matter where I go
Or who I am with
If I fall short to myself
There will be no one else
For how could I expect anyone to love me
If when I look in the mirror what I see is unsightly?
To love
I seem unworthy
Undeserving

This Christmas
Santa please grant me this wish
Love thyself
Cause I got loving thy neighbor down
In love with everyone in this town
That is also why I can no longer wish for you
Cause you knew that was true
Felt I never really loved you
Still do
This year I am going to love me too
And I didn’t need to buy anything
I just need to stop trying
Just do
Do what Jesus told you
Love thy neighbor
As you love thyself
If I love my neighbor
But not myself
I missed the message

This Christmas
To celebrate the Lord
I’ll just listen to their words
Written as holy scripture
To paint mental pictures
So we all can understand
What is the job of man?
To love
Clear as a winter night from that song
Of a young family who did not belong
But they brought a child into this world
That was the plan all along
To love thyself is never wrong
And this Christmas
It is the only thing on my wish list

Time's Contract

Tick tick
Goes the clock
Even when it goes tock
It does not stop
Just goes around
5 o’clock
6 o’clock
Then it’s seven
Man, I hope we make it to heaven
Cause I am tired of punching the clock
Working every day
Just hoping to buy stock
Make investments
Buy my loved ones presents
A nice home
No matter what though
There is no where to go
Where I can escape the hands of time
All I can control
Is what is mine
That is me
So
I need not worry about the clock on the wall
Or which woman to call
Where to go
Or what to do
Because I put faith in me
With the help of Lord Everything
With insight
And revelation
That time
Is not mine
It is theirs
So worry not about when I arrive
In that place
Cause I do so by God’s grace
It is their plan
Not mine
But I was indeed a contributor
I sat at the table
Gave my input
When all the decisions were made
When we decided how I would be paid
I ask the lord again
This time how many days?
It’s up to you
To choose what you do
Just sign on the line
I’ll keep track of the time

2 Heart Flames

There is a light
A fire
That burns our insides
It’s always on
It always shines
When it stops
You die
Hope all your loved ones got to say goodbye
Someone once gave me their light as mine
Then I had two flames inside
One for me
One for thee
I realized through my third eye
I did see
How I had made this life for me
That I wanted their flame to burn perpetually
Even if it killed me
Even if it meant I would lose my light
I hoped yours I would ignite
In my last breath
A supernova death
New stars everywhere
But me
Just gas and dust left
A memory
Coded into all things automatically
Elemental
And fundamental
But after the last time they caught me
For letting my flame burn uncontrollably
I felt it will certainly be the end of me
So I did the best I thought
I just wanted this life to stop
Sitting in a prison just watching the clock
I blew out my flame
But I guess before I did
I should of erased your name
Because of instead of dropping dead
You were all that was left in my head
Because your light still burned in my heart
You had not put it out
And I cannot
Cause that flame I did not ignite
Although I did write
My hope was
Our flames would unite
But I cannot wish you goodnight from the other side of the bed
Cause you’re gone
But your flame in my heart lives on

Thursday, December 14, 2017

True Colors

Color all things
Green, pink and blue
Whatever you do
Do whatever pleases you
If that means a red sky
To watch a purple eagle fly
Go for it
No need to explain why
Or please anyone other than you
This is your world
Love who you want
Boys or girls
None or all
Still it is your call
Cause this is your life
You choose what you do tonight
What color is the brush in your hand
Whatever you have planned
It’s all up to you
Although whatever you do
Wave your wand
And spread your colors everywhere
Who cares
People are going to stare
When they do
When they see you
They will see
All the beauty that resides in thee
Because you live free
And your colors shine brilliantly

The Gift

Tis the season
To give a gift
Is there a reason?
The gift is to give
Love is how to live
Let’s do our best to forgive
Even what those did
Is definitely a sin
Our hearts are not healed
If we can’t forgive
So this season
Give
Gifts to all your friends
Gifts to all your family
They’re both really the same in the end
Loved ones
Give your gift to those ones
Let that gift be your love
Above all you have done
More than all the fun
Be sure to give love
Because when we give it to all
Our loved ones
Our lost sons
Then the gift we receive is not only to give
Or just receive
But to forgive
Own our sins
Wash away our hatred
And bath in warmth
Let in the light
But do not deny the night
For that is when the stars come out
And the sky shimmers
I can see it reflect in your eyes when they glimmer
The stars shine bright
Even though it’s dark all around
Still looks pretty as I stand here on the ground
The lights in the sky
Match the lights on the street
I hope again we can meet
Talk about things unique
Under the mistletoe we will greet
Touch lips
And stand on the tips of our feet
Reach to join the starts above
For that is where you dwell
When you live in love