I’ve been keeping time
Asking the Divine
Not really trying to rewind
But of my happy memories
I always want to remind
Smile
And hope they stay longer than just a little while
Hope they scar my heart and mind
In the best way
So I can look back and always replay
All those happy memories
I won’t close the door on them
Or regret the memories
When she said I don’t even want to be friends
Goodbye
The end
Soon
Seven more years will have past
And this time
I am promising myself not to become my demonic self
Although I may still get angry
Even furious
I remember what I really am is curious
No need to challenge God in all aspects
Or plead with them to save myself
But ask them what I really want
And that is to know thyself
Ask them to send me my best self
Then ask the Lord to carry me to Their highest shelf
Not for material wealth
But to live in Their Divine Health