Next Christmas
I will still probably give you my heart
Even though
Last Christmas
You tore it apart
Why do I feel like I never get the chance to start?
Don’t even reach things went wrong
Or feel as if I belong
And I trust my heart
That might be the worst part
I can’t trust my own rhythm
Always stuck in the land of existentialism
So since Christmas is already past
Let me give a wish for next year
Go forth and do not fear
Keep faith in love
And trust in light
Hallelujah the birth of our savior The Christ
To know that peace
By next Christmas I might
Whether I am with you or not
Even if this Christmas our love does stop
You are a gift that nothing can compare
Perfect and unique
Definitely not cheap
The power to make me smile
And weep
But Santa told me I am not on your list
Oh Santa that is what I did wish
But now I have all year
To walk myself one more step near
To the day I buy a mirror and actually want to look at me
Oh Lord to actually listen to thee
To be comfortable
To be free
Feel as deep as the sea
Welcome the outcome
Whatever it may be
Next Christmas
I’ll probably still give you my heart
Cause I gave it before
But now my heart is homeless
Cause you won’t let it in
And I told you my heart does not stay with me anymore
The day I let it out the door
It went straight to you
But you will do what you do
I’ll see it through
Discover a love new
Someone other than you
Maybe by next Christmas
I can wish a brand new wish
