My Anniversary

The day is almost here
When I get to start a whole new year
Hopefully things become more clear
Take one more step near
Not to my end
But towards you my dear friend
Presents you can send
Rather I would like to mend
What’s dissonant between us
Why there is a lack of trust
You in my life is a must
This year that is my only wish
Already have everything else in this world to have
Finally have some work I like
Got a brand new bike
Keys to a new apartment
That’s all mine
Critically acclaimed art
It’s about time
A psychic told me to spread my wings
And let my heart shine
I want to
I will show you my insides
Let you see everything
Then you can decide what is missing
Us two kissing
You and me singing
Maybe just a beginning
Because there already was an ending
I did a lot of pretending
To how I felt
Worse to what I told you
Skipped everything about how I love what you do
To me
So now on my own anniversary
I’ll be on my own
No one to blame but myself for my misery
Nothing left to do but just be
I want to write my own symphony
And play it for you
Hope you like it
Say it’s a hit
Now just this last bit
Without you it’s just another year
Without you I just grow older
And without you
My heart even colder
I guess I cannot get all I wish for
But you’re the last thing
May I wish just once more?