Monday, December 30, 2019

The Soaring 2020's


Greetings
And good tidings to all
A New Year’s ball
10 around the corner
A fresh start
And a new beginning
But first
The last ending
Of this decade
We trade in our teens
For twenties
Friends a many
With good times a plenty
Dazzling
Glitzy
Of course still gritty
Cause although the calendar moves along
We can’t remember the ones who are gone
Who no longer come around
Or who now reside in the ground
The ones who don’t make a sound
We go on carelessly without them
Because their case is their sin
At least
That’s what we believe within
What if we brought them with us too?
Changed their world from blue
Cared a lot less what all of us “do”
This time our twenties won’t roar
They’ll soar
For when we take care of each other
We do the Lord’s work
Stop being human
Again be angels
We’ll fly to the future
Be more beautiful creatures
Our love will be our greatest feature.


Christmas Psalm 2019


If matter cannot be destroyed
And light is its vessel
That travels the universe
Let me take just one moment
To share my verse
My three strings
For the Lord’s symphony
My part
Written just for me
But performed for thee
Dressed in love and empathy
Our time spent compassionately
And since we are of the light
Not crude matter
But luminous beings
Destined to last eternity
For that was our creation
Our Divine Manifestation
From the beginning
That will ride to the ending
But Avalon, Nirvana, Heaven or Shambhala is no ending
Just a brand new beginning
For us to take form
Our hearts to take flight
Our souls to unite
Do the Lord’s work
Give Them the dark
And shine Your light
Bright baby
As bright as you can
Doesn’t matter if we never understand
Just know this life here
Was meant for you
Your only goal
Is your part
The instructions written on the inside of your heart
The lessons from your soul
The stories of ancestors not yet told
Behold!
An Angel of the Lord
They declare this has all been foretold






Monday, November 4, 2019

Dishonesty


Please girl
Leave me alone
Because I appreciate your flirtation
But you’re being dishonest
You have motives
And a motivation
Not just do you want to be friends
And have a casual nights end
You want to be like your girlfriends
Someone’s choice
You want to get picked
Then get lazy
And nice and thick
That’s cool girl
And you’re a hot choice
But I can no longer fall for your tricks
It’s obvious you don’t want to know me
Don’t have much in common
And we are hardly compatible
But that does not matter
In the quest to be taken
Just fast forward to the point you are mistaken
And some men cannot be forgiven
Take those papers to court
Get that divorce
Hard to know if the lesson has happened
Did you actually get burned?
Or did your dishonesty just run out
Got tired of that ring you would tout
In crept the doubt
“I didn’t really love him
Or want to be married”
Until those papers go through
And you need a new man to screw, to date, to fall in love with you
Until you’re dishonest with him too
And you don’t even know you
Just brushing your hair
Dressing with flare
To get any man’s stare
Then you tell them the same things
And the dishonesty begins
I just want to be friends
And have a casual nights end
But then
You do it all over again
First your boyfriend
Then your new husband
Before you know it
Not knowing you has caught up with you again
You don’t want to be his boyfriend
Or his husband
Don’t even want a casual night’s end
So you split
From this one too
Now maybe the truth comes through
That the one you were
Being dishonest to
Is you
And you missed so many chances
Chasing made up romances
Just for status and title

I won’t give you that honey
But let me buy you a drink have some of my money
I hope you realize
This is how I treat people
Not just women with nice thighs
And beautiful eyes
Cause I’ve seen this one before
I know your dishonesty
And I know your lies.



Friday, October 11, 2019

That Flight


At the airport
Tearful goodbyes
And the friendly skies
Upset people
Frustrated travelers
Lots of TSA Agents
But it’s just for show
Cause bad things always get through
Even with all they make you do
Strip off your clothes
And empty your pockets too
No shoes
Now they want a naked picture of you
At least they got sweet uniforms in blue
And all wear gloves
Looks serious
It sure does
I have no care for that
Cause I just gotta get back
To the Mile High
Been six years since I sort of said goodbye
Didn’t have a ton of time
To write and recite all these rhymes
Maybe next time
Maybe my next life
It can seem right
Won’t slip off into the night
Would I of stayed?
I dunno
I might
But that choice has come and gone
We all had to move along
Get more strong
Decide on our own what is our song
But it is almost time for my flight
And I’ll lay my head down in Denver tonight

Mercury: Venus' Sweet Friend


Until next time
I guess this is goodbye
I guess we never got around to asking why
Didn’t really try
Just invented reason after reason to deny
The truth we both know
And really have known
In all this time
Our love has grown
But now we part
Again
Promise we’ll always be the best of friends
And I’ll be there when you divorce again
Blame it all on yourself
As you will
Yet
I’ll love you still
And know what I’ve always known
So few men actually want to see you
On your throne
Just rather have you on their arm
As decoration
To add to their charm
But I see all of you
Your most beautiful version
Your divinity shrouded in your humility
And we say goodbye
Because I feel guilty
For letting yourself have your own feelings
Cause when we walk together it is confusing
How we can love each other so deeply
And just stay silent
Say goodbye
Exchange gifts
And kind words
But never good morning in the end
Just good bye
My sweet friend


Tuesday, October 8, 2019

Full Hearts


With our hearts full
All things we can fulfill
But without
We can do nil
In spite
We do not thrive
Only the “strong” survive
Claim dominion
And the power to preside
Without love
The world we have
Is the one we deserve
Because on all occasions we fail to learn
The same lesson the Lord always provides
We mourn someone’s suicide
And ask why?
But do little to change the world in which we do reside
A world that can make those feel case aside
Worthless
And not Divine
Even though the Lord says otherwise
But self-loathing equals dollar signs
To those that love money
And are capitalists
Their greed has set their souls adrift
Separate from God
Because they are empowered from giving “jobs”
Forgetting how much suffering they cause
And how their fellow man they wrong
But
With our hearts full
With Love as our guide
In Heaven with God we can forever abide
For we do Their job
When we spread love
As in Heaven on Earth shall be done



Monday, September 23, 2019

Back at the Lakeshore


It’s summer
That’s when we go to the lakeshore
With the view I adore
Shimmering water
Sunshine
And no care for time
Punched that clock
But instead of spending dimes
Came to the lake
To let my mind unwind
Let my body be cooled
And feel rejuvenated
Should I go?
It should not be debated
Why would I have even hesitated?
I know my friend is here
Waiting
Whether people are sitting on their bench or not
I’m hot
And the water is tempting
I know it is refreshing
I jump in
And join all the others
My local friends
Sisters and brothers
And a few tourists
Who have found our secret spot of rest
Please come
Be our guest
No need to wait for a special request
The park is open
And the lake
It’s the best
For summer’s season is ending
A new school year is beginning
But the lake keeps calling
Until I hear from my friend
Who’s always here
The lakes too cold now
No more swimming this year
I’ll see you again
Fall is set to begin
And
Next summer is just around the bend

Tuesday, August 13, 2019

It is Now


It is now
This time
This season
No need for a reason
Whether it be pragmatic
Or spiritual
Insignificant
Or crucial
There is not a need but this moment right now
Just breathe
Just that one heartbeat
Inside your chest
No matter worst
Or best
No right answer
No test
Just this moment right now
Even on this vast planet
Spinning in an even bigger galactic dance
No need to take a stance
Just be here
In this moment
Right now
God is not asking for your atonement
Just show up please
Be there for you and me
And everybody
If we can just arrive
And be here right now
We won’t just want to survive
Or keep posting #thrive
We’ll be more
So much more
Than what we do now
And how we keep score
Never getting enough
Always wanting more, more, more
Here in this moment
Right now
We achieve our greatest accomplishment
To live and breathe
The way Lord Everything
Has meant it to be


I Return


I return
Again after a long weekend with friends, family, and kin
I realized so many things
In just a little bit of time
Most importantly
What I choose for my life is mine
I am the only one who needs to care when my dreams arrive
And it will be my measure of what it means to thrive
Not living this life just to survive
Because I’m the king of the jungle
The ultimate predator
Devourer
And destroyer
Not super concerned with who is my employer
But rather where I can get a good lawyer
Because like all kings
There came challengers
Niggaz that be trifflin'
And cops that be assault riffling
But since they can’t see the light in me
I must strike
Or start a fight
Then spend a night in the slammer
In the morning
Got charges to answer
But I beat the case
Like those whack challengers
Then pray to God for forgiveness
Lord show me your grace
Give me humility
Put me in my place
Which is here on Earth
As a member of the human race
Equal to all
And above none
As in Heaven on Earth
It shall be done

Wednesday, July 17, 2019

Lessons Past


I’ve been keeping time
Asking the Divine
Not really trying to rewind
But of my happy memories
I always want to remind
Smile
And hope they stay longer than just a little while
Hope they scar my heart and mind
In the best way
So I can look back and always replay
All those happy memories
I won’t close the door on them
Or regret the memories
When she said I don’t even want to be friends
Goodbye
The end
Soon
Seven more years will have past
And this time
I am promising myself not to become my demonic self
Although I may still get angry
Even furious
I remember what I really am is curious
No need to challenge God in all aspects
Or plead with them to save myself
But ask them what I really want
And that is to know thyself
Ask them to send me my best self
Then ask the Lord to carry me to Their highest shelf
Not for material wealth
But to live in Their Divine Health

The Lesson of the Night Sky


I gaze across the night sky
And wonder why
So many things
But mostly
How does one not wonder?
Not feel like just a number
But rather a member
Of a world full of lights
And a universe full of life
All shining on Earth each night
Twinkling
Streaking
And sparkling
Sometimes loud
But mostly quietly
Just passing celestial love notes
Messages delivered via the Holy Ghost
For all of us to know
Invitations from our Heavenly Host
To join with them
In joyous celebration
For this universe that is the Lord’s creation
Where we begin
And after death our destination
To live the whole thing
Walk the circumference of the Dharma ring
Learn, love, and loose everything
Just the Lord’s instructions for all Human Beings
Forget your title
And your career
Even all your loved ones you hold dear
God’s got plans for you
And they can’t wait to tell you
So come outside tonight
Stand and gaze up at the starlight
Listen
And hear God you just might

Friday, June 28, 2019

Sunday Night


Away I go
But when I return
I stay
Before I left
I made my bed
On Sunday night I will lay my head
And drift away
There are clean sheets
And it is made up neat
It looks nice and inviting
But when I get home
I choose again
It will be just me sleeping
Please no girlfriends
Or mistresses
Even muses
The bed I made I made just for me
But cheer up baby
I definitely love thee
But alas
I must be free
And finally
Treat me
The way I deserve to be
Like Royalty
Like a recipient of the Divine Gift
Cause that is what I am
And you are too
So we don’t need to be two
Not me and you
But two celestial objects
Both shining bright in the distance
Both luminous
Both beautiful and perfect
Just like my bed that is set
That I made with joy and regret
Don’t even want to forget
On Sunday night
In bed
It’s just me I expect

You Belong Here


You belong here
It was meant to be
You don’t have to believe me
Because I am not the one
Who decides such things
Your course in life
Not decided by human beings
Titles, money, or material things
Where you belong
Is decided by God
So you never can be wrong
Even in a room of new faces
Sitting in chairs of the most selective places
Trust me
Because the Lord let me see
Their presence in infinity
Their Glory
And all their majesty
How all the universe is their tapestry
Our strings all attached to God’s puppetry
So it is them who decides
In which seat you sit
And blow the sails of your ship
So they guide your journey
And have set your destination
It’s here where you belong
Because it was here you were destined to be all along
If God said so
How can you be wrong?
You belong here
Right where you are
As bright and brilliant as any other star
The Lord made plans for you long ago
In that moment before the big bang
Before the Lord let it all go
The seeds were planted then
And now we just grow
You belong here
That is all you need to know

Tuesday, June 18, 2019

Carry On


Carry on young one
Keep going
You can outrun
Tomorrow’s rising sun
It is not yet dawn
The new day
Not yet begun
So carry on
Keep going young one
Your race
You are destined to have won
Starts tomorrow
So start getting ready
Don’t start so heavy
You’ve got time
So you can build it up
No need to rush to grow
When you’re still a pup
Be patient
And believe
That you grow from a divine seed
Just another seedling off the tree
The one that blooms eternally
And was never conceived
Simply came to being
By the Lord’s grace
The same as all other things
Creations by Lord Everything
Carry on young one
Your race is not yet run
Worry not
Because you’ve already won
Your life is your journey
A race with just one completion
One with a known destination
A reunion with the Lord
At their house
With their lovely spouse
And then you find out what that
Race was all about

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

I Wish and I Wish I Might and I Might


I wish I could describe
How I feel
On the inside
I wish that to be close
Did not mean you had to know
Or even want to
Could it just be about what we do
And that I’ve got a crush on you
I wish that it could be just that simple
And matter of fact
I wonder why I wish so much
When my job is not to control all things
But rather control my being
Wish as I will
The Lord will still be the one to decide
How it all unfolds
How my life’s story is told
I wish
And I wish
And
I might
And I might
But I’m always left wanting
Even when I wanted to be the one walking out the door
Or the one wanting more
All I do is wish
And make up long lists
Of things to have
Relationship goals
And costs of highway tolls
Please Lord
Give me just one more wish
And that is
I accept your gifts
Whether they may be my wish
Or not
It is your job
My course to plot
And my job
To learn from your lessons taught

Tuesday, May 21, 2019

UR the Gift


Who you are
That’s your gift
The thing you bring
To the community gathering
No need to bring a dish
Just share one wish
Just be with us
Be a part of everything
Use your voice to sing
And join the song
Be a part of the Lord’s symphony
As they intend
Please Sweetie
Let’s not pretend
They are there
At the beginning and the end
Your creator
Your renewer
And your deliver
They made you just the way you are
On the day you were born
They also made a star
Gave you both the same name
So you know where to return
After your last day
And on Earth your body will lay in a grave
But at your star
Your soul forever stays
So then you can decide how you spend your days
On one of your many planets
Or back on Earth
So you better understand it
God’s one lesson for all lifetimes
How to vanquish all fear
In the light of love
To care for all
As we are all sisters and brothers
All God’s children
All made to be our own piece
Of Lord Everything’s masterpiece
Complete

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

What Time is it Now?


What time is it now?
Is the show over?
Time for a bow?
Is it 1997?
Or 2011?
Because just the other day
I was at the Magic Kingdom
Alive and at play
Having a fabulous time
Although it was the last millennium
I spent any time at Walt’s theme park
Didn’t need the map
Even when it got dark
I could still remember the way
And still recount the fun of those now long ago days
What time is anyway?
Calendars and clocks
Hours and a wristwatch
I read once time was just the next dimension
And does not run in a straight line
Once you learn time is actually
Just measured in one lifetime
And that means whether you did something at 15
It will be the same the next time
10 or 20 years later
Does not matter
Because if you stand in one place
Once
You stand there always
Well beyond your body’s last days
Even past the time of Ra’s last rays
And the creation of more stars
In this section of the Milky Way
Your time will not be forgotten
So no need for all the counting
Or any sort of measure
For life’s purpose is to live in pleasure

Monday, May 13, 2019

How Long is Forever?


How long is forever?
Cause I feel like I can’t wait
Keep crossing off calendar dates
Being prepared
For the day you call and say
You’ve always cared
I guess I’ll wait forever
Cause those feelings you never shared
But how long is that really?
Is it until the end of time
And beyond?
Or is it just until I hear our song
Playing on the radio
Is that how I am supposed to know?
You sent the message I did request
If I wait forever
You never call
And our song never plays
Will I waste my time counting days?
Am I the one who will be played
Because forever is a long time away
If you called I would not even know what to say
I guess forever can end
When I say goodbye
And just see you now as a distant friend
Because that is all we can be
Even though I know love lasts for infinity
And I know I loved you
Even though you did not believe it to be true
So forever will last as long as I like
It could be over tonight
Tomorrow I wake to a new day
At Dawn’s first light
Decide how I want to live, to live right
Forever is how long I will love thee
How long is forever?
That’s up to me

Just a Short Note


Just a short note
Just so you know
Just a few words
But please don’t go
In time our love will grow
Without you
Neither one of us will know
Let me just write a few short things
A few thoughts from my mind
But to my heart
They do bind
Because I can’t control my feelings
And I change like the seasons
Am I not worth it?
Am I not worth the trouble?
Let me draw a hot bath with bubbles
After that
On the couch we can cuddle
Then we can be just one
Not the two of us
More than just a light crush
Oh how I love you so much

Friday, May 10, 2019

At the Center


It glows
It’s glorious
Bold
And furious
It’s the heart
Without it
There is no start
We have no part
Just wandering through empty star charts
Since we’re here
Why don’t we get near
Forget that beer
Let’s keep our mind clear
Our intentions pure
This place
Right here
This is all we’ve got
In the shade of our bright star
The sun
RA
And without the Lord of Lords
King of the planets
The suns heat
We can’t stand it
But here we are
Just as God planned it
Our blue planet
Spinning around our golden star

Tuesday, May 7, 2019

Gravity


All though we cannot always feel it
It’s always there
Although we don’t think about it often
A glance at the ocean and it’s clear
There is a force
Greater than all that’s here
Not simply through divinity
But rather by the presence of Gravity
The moon moves the waters of earth gently
And of course the water in your body plenty
But there is this other body
A ways away
And very heavy
Without Jupiter
And their mighty gravity
Everything in our system
Would drift off into the vastness of infinity
Jupiter is Lord of many
All the planets, moons, and comets
The God of Gods
The balance and the reflector of our sun
RA
Without gravity
This part of the galaxy
Would be empty
There would be no planets
Spinning
No asteroids flying
No comets crashing into planets and re-supplying
There would not even be a star here
Because you need gravity
To pull RA’s parts together not so gently
Crushing actually
Until the dust gets so heavy
Elements are created in plenty
And an interstellar furnace burns
Bright and mighty
Full of gold
And density
RA made the planets
Then told Zeus
To count the steps
Know the rhythm
Reach out as if with great strings
Make the other planets dance and sing
Make winter
Make summer
Make spring
Here on earth sometimes we forget these things
Gravity keeps us on the ground
But it is also gravity that keeps us going round


Tuesday, April 2, 2019

XII Years


12 years
Equals one
For the first giant
The one closet to the Sun
Beyond the asteroid belt
Father of Heaven
Beneath whom all have dwelt
Since Jupiter is giant
And rules all other Gods
To them
Be not defiant
Be humble
And seek wisdom
Be patient
And ready for revisions
Ready for your life to be changed
Your sins forgiven
12 years
One for each sign
Aries to Pisces
Pig to Rat
One for each month
January to December
Why is it so hard to remember?
That Jupiter is planet Lord and King of Everything
Their signature appears in most things
A dozen fresh eggs
Or a dozen wings
Around Jupiter
There are moons for play
Or a nice interstellar getaway
Or a Ski vaca
On the mountains of the highest peaks
New worlds each unique
12 years since the last time it was my sign
And Lord Jupiter walked by my side
I did get these wishes
And indeed much more
I arrive here and now
One step closer to Heaven’s door
Do I really need anything more?
Penelope?
Maybe?
But even she won’t change
How this year
Again Lord Jupiter came
With a handful of lessons
Bags worth of blessings
And took requests
For future trophies to be collecting
Since they are the one who hold the strings
And their gravity moves all things
Every 12 years
I’ll wear red and pull Lord Jupiter near


Monday, February 4, 2019

We Should Try


Here I am
In this place I stand
The same place I did land
When I arrived as part of God’s Plan
Now
Not sure
Unclear and hard to understand
Now I do not know what to do
Not sure which to
Choose
When there is a choice
Go left?
Go right?
I dunno
I hit the brake lights
Wait
And hope I can make sense
But everyone seems
So malevolent
You must be heaven sent
Because I do not need to choose
There is no win or loose
No wonder what to do
It’s easy when I’m with you
We should try
Just figure it out
Not worry about why
Do not deny
Or try and make it more
Or less
Give respect
We should try
Because it is the only way we can know
And along the way our hearts grow
No show
Just
I don’t know
I am unsure of so much
I like your touch
But…
What about when tomorrow’s news breaks
A whole bunch of people tweet it’s fake
What to believe
Why?
Cause it is hurtful to try
So I won’t
That I won’t deny
But…
We should try
Try and be something
Perhaps you and I
Or maybe just a nice place to lie
I won’t be shy
I won’t ask why
Or only want to be high
But…
I think we should try

I voted Today


I voted today
But there were 10,000 Russian bots in my way
Hail Donald Trump
Was all they could say
But it’s Election Day
Votes count
My sticker won’t go away
And tomorrow morning whatever the news does say
All things will remain
Our country will be the same
Still getting upset with protests at football games
Even though all they ask is that we change
That we live the American Dream
Not just sing an anthem as our pride beams
But be honest with each other
Be kind, gentle, love one another
We must heal the past
It won’t mend in a cast
As we hobble forward
Say we’re in first
But we’re in last
So vote today
Have your say
Cast for red
Or cast for blue
But tomorrow whatever you do
Do not expect things to be different
Just because of the hue
Cause the same people who own red
Own blue too
That’s why those bills go through
So the fat cats can get fatter
So vote
But it doesn’t matter
We will still be tomorrow
Where we are today
We will still have bills to pay
To our corporate masters
But we will have each other
We will have our love for one another
We can choose each day
From nine til five hours afternoon
We will not be in a tomb
Or chained to wage slavery
That will only be part of our day
Followed by us
The kids
And a romp in the hay
Then we sleep do it all another day
So vote today
And tomorrow do
Start to change the world through you
Be what you want
Let others do what they do

Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Utility Costs


Life is about choices
To get something
You have to give something up
To have everything
That’s not even a thing
Because only God controls all things
The end
And the beginning
Of everything
So today I choose
To skip my homework
And go to the lake
Because as summer goes
It is getting late
And today the sun was hot
In it I need to bake
So I did what I always do
When the choice is two
One, your work is due
The other, to bring life to you
Memories and good feelings
Stress easing
My sensations pleasing
I can still get my homework done
But soon it will be September
And there will be no more summer fun
No more time at the lake shore
Under a golden sun
If you had my choice for you?
Which one?