Your Soul

Before we met
I learned your name
Saw it each day
An empty office
No body to place inside
Only could wonder where you did reside
And the journey of your life’s ride
One day you appeared
Just sitting there
I said hello
And tried not to stare
Hopefully I complimented your gorgeous hair
It was not long before I did not need to wonder where you lived
You invited me there
Told me about you
I let you share
And told you some about me
Wish I could of said it more clearly
Wish that it was only you that I did see
But I was too busy feeling sorry for me
And taking advantage of those that wanted me
Thankfully
I found myself at your place plenty
And learned it was not only your name that was lovely
It was all of you
What you do
What you did
Where you’ve been
Now
And then
I was sure I was falling for you
Even though with most else I did not have a clue
Confused
Unsure what to do
But in the moments when it was just me and you
I glimpsed your soul
I saw right through
No longer needed to guess who
I knew
You were even more beautiful then I had imagined
Far more dazzling than a beauty queen of a pageant
So perfect
So Divine
So out of reach
Not to be mine
Not right now
Not this time
And although
What you do to me is make my heart shine
You love to remind
I am not welcome inside your holy shrine
You and I are not to combine
Remember or not
Whether you intended or not
I caught a glimpse of your soul
Within it I wanted to go
Deep into your waters I wanted to flow
Your most true self I wanted to know
Together I wanted to grow
I must remember then it was I who said no
And other things I wish to change
Now I wish my feelings could rearrange
But I guess my soul remembers when it met yours
Hoped for a meeting behind closed doors
Just the two of us
Where again our souls can touch
Won’t ask for too much
Just your sweetness and such
Make you believe in my trust
And feel the fire of my love
Until we both combust

The Wind

I am the wind
I am the sun
I am the moon
And all the stars in the sky
I can swim
I can fly
I can be by myself
But I would rather be by your side
I will be your guide
You need not be my bride
All I am
I did decide
And in this time many things I have realized
Been in touch with my spiritual side
And lived in 3-D plenty of time
Confused by this life of mine
It is the one I want
It is the one I have chosen
But my dreams have still not been woven
Just been floating in the wind
Or crumpled up ideas in the recycle bin
Still feel like I am waiting to win
Even though that is not what this is about
Not worthy money in any amount
Not about accomplishments you can count
Mostly about how I feel
Like the wind
Sometimes a gale
Other times just a light breeze
I want to please
You
I guess at times I forgot about me
That is just me putting it simply
Trying to see things differently
Trying not to be so windy
Rather be a tree
And sway in the breeze gracefully
With a strong trunk
And deep roots
Lot’s of seedlings
And lots of fruit
Although I am everything
And lived through all
All of creation
All forms of manifestation
I still have things to learn
Still don’t have relief from a heart that burns
If I try to blow it out
It only blows stronger
And the distance between grows longer
To reach where I want
I will be what I am
A wind that does haunt
A star that does shine
A moon that does glow
All of this
And so much more to know