Darkness

In the dark
There the light is born
In darkness
We often mourn
The roses thorn
I have dwelled in shadows
And lived in the night
Been ghouls and ghosts of fright
Learned to be guided by the eyes of sight
But it was not hatred that guided me
It was Divine might
For ugliness is not the only thing that lives not in light
For it was in the shadows
It was within fear
It was a time I saw the colors come clear
I traveled to places both far and near
I heard a message we all need to hear
I learned that true radiance
Needs a black backdrop
And I do not fear what will happen when my heart does finally stop
Because at the bottom
You can see the top
Know you will reach it
And there you can sit
There with the Lord of all things
Creator of the light and the dark in all beings
There you can ask why
There you can understand why black is the color of the night sky
And every star and every galaxy
Is every color you have ever seen
I dwell in darkness
Because my light is for her
To make sure she knows bliss
Make sure she gets all she deserves
I can take your scorn
I can take your bad words
And I can take your hate
Because she is the one who sees my best parts
When we go out on a dates
And that is why I do not fear the dark
Why I wear the color black
She sees what’s underneath that
Her and I know it is pure radiance
Look close and you might catch a glance
But to possess it you have no chance
It is for her only
And it is not mine, just on loan from the one holy
So tonight again I go into the darkness
Into the blackness
Again there she will be
Always waiting for me

Her Throne

She was born to be a queen
Destined not to be mean
Powered by love
Sent from the Lord above
A wonderful woman
And a messenger of the One
Now her throne is set
Prepared for her eternal rest
Sent soon to look over a new nest
For when we arrive she will make us her guest
Destined for a new quest
Into the great unknown
Surely this queen will sit on a throne
Adorned on all sides
With the things she has made
And the lives she has saved
Students and youngsters from ball games played
Her date with the Lord delayed
Even though she should of lived plenty more days
It was her time to return to the golden rays
And spend some service with the Divine
Gain a better understanding of time
She will sit on her throne as she likes
And watch her grandchildren ride bikes
Remind us all there is no reason to fight
That is not how we show Divine might
We do that when we shine our light
Her throne is eternal and everlasting
Luminous and bright
A flame that burns forever
Her name never forgotten
Her spirit forever present
A life so full it will always be present
Continued through her descendants
Now she joins the everpresence
And the one who is omniscient
In that place that is always pleasant
Gabriel will take her to the gates
And show her to her throne
And she will become what we always have known
A brilliant star
Shinning in the night sky
To remind us what we are
The same
All descended from the Most High

Dark Heart Light Heart

To be radiant
One must know all the colors
The rainbows in all their spectrum's
Shine forth in all directions
And be able to be a divine reflection
Unfortunately
One must also know no color
Or lightness
One must also know the darkness
Not be fearful of the abyss
But going willing to the depths
If perhaps only to know perseverance
And to know disgrace
And to understand what happens in this dark place
The dark heart
Is a place the Radiant Warrior can start
However if you let the dark heart be your end
To learn again
You may have to wait for your life to begin again
Again
Relearn to make friends
For with your heart dark
You learn the power to end all creation
You can expand through the constellations
Tend to lack reflection
And have limited compassion
For you took the oath of darkness
To turn life into a carcass
But the circle needs a dark half
And dark dot
For the light has its slot
And it is just the opposite
White half and small white spot
The light heart
Is one we have all got
It is easy to feel
And even easier for others to touch
Especially when they tell us they love us much
Or you’re beautiful and such and such
When we know the light heart
We can even easier go to the dark
Fear not the great wolf’s bark
Or the teeth of the great white shark
For we have rode the wheel all the way around
Above and below ground
I have known both hearts
And learned their lessons
To be radiant is what I try to do most
And that is how I balance between both
To love infinite is the message of the Holy Ghost
And my beliefs
Those words I already spoke
Now I prefer to tell and write jokes
Teach the basics, elementary things
And how much fun it is to ski
You need not listen to me
I do not ask that
Just find your own facts
Know your heart
Let that be your guide
And it will take you to the Divine

Open Your Heart

Open your heart
Here is where we must start
Because on the news
It is the same story
It is always bloody and it is still gory
And the same people preaching about war’s glory
But I see suffering
Thousands stranded and homeless
Due to war and violence
Those who can help
Silent
And not acting
Just debating
While the war is protracting
It is not hard to want to help your fellow man
For I see the pain in their faces
Ravaged and destroyed are their places
New homes await
In new lands
Why is the UN not making plans?
How much longer until we understand?
War, violence and hatred have brought this
But it is easy for our thoughts to shift
When we open our hearts
Call these refugees brother and sister
And understand their plight
They are the victims of their leader’s fight
No longer should we just watch the news and judge
Just shake out heads and allow our shoulders to shrug
Because we all can do something
We can all be part of what takes away their heart sting
Be human
That means be compassionate
Be sensitive
And be caring
We can decide peace is the only answer
And that war is the worst form of cancer
A human being is a much better dancer
Than a solider
And far better when they are a romancer
We can all write a poem
Or a simple love note
Then hatred is not even a joke
It becomes a distant memory
And fades from view
And this conflict we all see through
See it for its worthless nature
Not even worth putting it on paper
Why do we not invite these displaced people over?
There are plenty of places to live
And plenty of work to do
If we opened our hearts we could easily see that plan through
Know the work we were doing was true
Make sure the sky was the only thing on the earth that was blue
Only one thing left to do
Open our hearts
Then we can start

My Plans

You may not have plans for the future
But I do
You might just like TV
And only have love for your boo
And that is fine if that is what you choose for you
But I’ve got other plans
Most of them from a long time ago
Way before I started to let my hair grow
Closer to a time when it was seeds I learned to sow
Or it was my chore the grass to mow
I made plans with a pen similar to this
When I was the same soul and spirit
Just my body different
I planned on a life beautiful
I planned that during and at the end I would be fulfilled
Yes there would be thrills, the good kind of chills, and of course spills
But I would always get up
Never give up
And in doing so I learn so much
Learn to thrive
Really know and appreciate what it means to be alive
Like I said
You do not need to make this choice
You can have what you want
Just worry about what you’ve bought
How much it costs
The color of your hair
What kinds of things you share
Only let one person see your body and soul bare
If that is what you choose I do not care
But it will not be what I choose for me
I want a life full and plenty
Exciting with love many
But like Forest Gump with only one Jenny
I chose this life for me
Now please just sit back and see
How you can make a love for thee

Ten Years Gone by

I started to learn not to look back
When we said goodbye
When we were kissing and there were tears in our eyes
When all the kids at her new school saw both of us cry
I had set up her dorm room
And met all her family the week before
Then her mom drove me back home
For the next week I was headed to my new Rome
To build a new throne
But before I left
I put a piece of both of us in a place it would never leave
A golden frame around the two of us
Arm in arm
Not in lust
Definitely in love
Definitely both of us had been touched
I looked one last time
Said I love you 4 Eva
Then said goodbye
And although we were still dating on our first day
I knew our future together was uncertain
And perhaps soon we would draw the curtain
When we did
I did my best to move on
I wanted to know in my heart it was not wrong
So I did my best to love
Knowing my picture was safe in a box
Knowing our hearts were in a lock
So I went forward
Was not a coward
Lead the team
And not the class
Was more focused on getting ass
Then I was getting A’s
Simply glad with passing grades

When school ended
I closed another chapter
And another book
Glanced back
With just one loving look
Started at home
Before again I did roam
And again searched out a new throne
But before I did
There was this incident
It was not pretty
It happened outside my own city
I gained some scars
But luckily did not do anytime behind bars
Even though the state had it in for me
My future they saw as empty
And me the opposite of infinity
But I beat the case
And bought myself a fish filet
Decided I would pack up my things and spend some time away
Every once in awhile I would have a bad day
And end up in the worst place in the hospital
They always say the same thing
I’m a drug addict
And need new friends
And they always desire me to have the same end
Going nowhere
My voice silenced
My body confined to a cell
And empty hollow shell
No longer say I am doing well
No longer dream of climbing the mountain to ring the holy bell

Here I am again trying to live in the present
Love a new woman
Feel Divine presence
But I am stuck in the same place
Facing the same questions and acquisitions
They keep preaching the same lesson
Even though that is in the past for me
10 years ago in fact
But they still have a problem I am black
And I am really tired of that
I am going forward
Because I am not scared
And I know what the future looks like
Cause I’ve been there
I’ll be riding my white mare
And my darling carino
Will be waiting there

The Good ole Days

It did not seem that long ago
We were all together
Enjoying nice weather
And all we did know
All the lessons learned in school
We were showing each other how we did grow
Each afternoon a swim
Most nights a drink and a smoke
A ride through town in my fun red car and a toke
Singing our favorite songs
And telling jokes
Suddenly though
Things got less funny
Our hippie parents told us to get more focused on money
Move out of the house
And get on with life
Go find a wife
Or a husband
That is not the Lord’s plan I thought
Why just focus on things that get bought
When we were already living in a mythic place
Where Homer’s epic ends
And King Odysseus reigns again
After suffering in the Iliad
And an Odyssey just to get home
Only to find some trespasser on his throne
Who was interested in only his wife’s beauty
And the kings bounty
I put this famous Grecian city in my rearview
After I beat the case on some things I could not undo
But was able to live through
Wanted some time away
Where skies were not just grey
But bright blue
And golden sun rays
So I headed west until the mountains touched the sky
Spent a number of years asking the Creator of all things simply why
When I started to hear the reply
It seemed simple and obvious
This world is to bless
No need to guess
Just experience all and everything
For that is what God wants for you
And for me
That for sure I did see
But like the boy I have always been
I would get upset
When I saw others forget
And act with disrespect
Show hate and contempt
You can guess what happened next
My mother did all she knew how
Moved me back home
And I was okay with it at first
Because I assumed it would be the good ole days again
Although I was not with the same friends
It looked basically the same
And I was given a similar feeling
Something was definitely strange
The uniqueness was gone
All the kids wanted to be the same
All very concerned with succeeding at the rich man’s game
To me and my friends that is still lame
Now it is myself I blame
Because I could of been a better example
Could of shown the way better
So this will be my last sorry letter
Because tomorrow I write my love again
For it is with her I begin again
A chance to be more than friends
To rewrite this end
Find our own place
Our own escape
Where we write the rules
And decide what is cool
Where we build our new school
Both become teachers
Not preachers
Truth seekers
And love believers
It will be the good ole days again
And I will call all my old friends
See if they want to be a part of this happy end

I

I’ve watched summer waste away
Seen the sunset from a closed window each day
All month long
Been locked up
They ask me why?
To answer I do not even try
For it is not I who seek the answers to that question
For these are not even my lessons
Their motives I can only be guessing
I know who I am
I know why I would be damned
But I know I am not
I know for what I have fought
And I am certain now what I live for
Love
That is my mission
And life’s purpose
If I had a job
I would not mind to run a circus
Because it would be entertaining
I like to host the party
Not be the life of it
In fact
At the party I hire security
In case I have too much beer or herbal tea
Or if mi carino just wants to make out with me
Privately
And we can forget about all the guests
And I can see her holy body
For it is that I like to bless
Honor her
And show her the love she deserves
Especially after all she has been through this month
All the false things she has heard
Thank God she still believes my word
And still longs for my touch
I know I owe her much
And I am still broke as fuck
So I can buy nothing to heal her heart
Or restore her trust
But I will place my lips on her bust
And look in her eyes
Show her that when I am with her
I wear no disguise
When we walk the streets together
I only show pride
Because I beam with radiance with her by my side
I love this life
And do not fear the other side
For our love will last beyond this brief lifetime
Let’s act our age and be wise
And let our love grow steadily in time

I Still Break too

When you see me
Please smile back
It is okay to hug me
Cause I like to feel like you are willing to pick up the slack
Cause just like you
I still feel lack
Still feel that I am not as bright as I should be
Still feel lost in infinity
But I try and only feel that way briefly
Because I’ve heard the opposite plenty
I’ve heard that I light up the room
Take away others gloom
And that is what I like to do
Because my favorite thing to do is love you
Make you feel as good as I
Remind you to take your time
Show you how you reflect the Divine
But I am just like you
I have bad days
And disappointments
Get scraps and bruises
And need ointment
And like you I heal
I pray for forgiveness
And guidance
Because I know Lord Everything is this realms constance
Mine is a beautiful women who comes in several forms
And whether she have beautiful African skin
Pale as a ghost
Jew
Christian
My soul’s twin
Round or thin
American or European
She is the one who allows me to hold this pen
Her love is what I drink each morning as coffee
And herbal tea at night
She relieves my fright
Gives me courage to fight
Or wings for flight
Let’s kiss this spiteful world goodbye
Let me show you and remind you
Of your wings to fly
Return to the throne of the Lord
Where we can lay side by side
Where once again we will simply be Divine

How Can I Help

When I ask you how you are
Especially when we are just sitting at a bar
Please do not give a list of grievances
Or things you dislike
Complaints
And just spew hate
Tell me where your visions take you
Show me you wear wings under your clothes
You dream in color
And love to mix hues
Then I can help you
Then I will help those dreams come true
Because I will know you are not blue
Not just living outside of you
But building on what you came with
A Jedi
And not a Sith
I did arrive on earth to grant your wish
And this meeting I planned it
I was waiting
Not really anticipating
Just prepared
I reviewed my notes on you
When I clasped your palm
Greeted you
And looked in your eyes
To you
It might have been a surprise
When you saw me as an angel
No need to tell me
Cause long ago I realized
Counted every day until this day
When I could return to earth
Made of water and dirt
In a normal body
Not one of ether and only things holy
Because I like being in the congregation
Not the choir
And definitely not the pulpit
For it is not me
I was the one who was taught
At the alter of the Lord
And it was there I felt the fire of their sword
And the power of their words
Vaporized and learned all about death
Until the sweet words of life
Knew the power of resurrection
And was told to serve as part of their creation of perfection
Spent too many eternities as only a divine reflection
Overlighting souls both pious and lost
It was a burden
It was a cost
But I knew this would be my reward
A human life back on earth
One filled with love and simple artistic creations
And I am happy to help you
Never judge you
Remind you
Yes of course the Lord is above you
And me
So just tell me I am pretty
And how you enjoy my little city
Or my D-town
When I leave the bar
I’ll just wink
And say see you around

It is Still Personal

Hi
I told you my name
Now please go away
Cause I am not feeling it today
I am ready to make it rain
And not in a good way
I don’t have wads of cash in my hand
Don’t feel great
Definitely don’t feel grand
This is not what I had planned
I feel like I am still trapped in a Hell of my own creation
Don’t feel oneness
Just the worst sense of separation
Keep looking at the H I put back on my wrist
Wondering all day
If I made her wish
Did I give her bliss?
Or seal my story with the sting of death’s kiss?
No rock to hold on to
Not sure if I can trust my own wings
Not sure if my heart can sing
Just a long list of names
And a parade of faces
Beautiful women from all my favorite places
But
I don’t feel like a champion
Closer to the worst demon
The serpent of the pit
Even though violence against women makes me sick
I know who did this
I did it
Not sure how to correct it
Stuck on the wrong side of the story
I want no glory
I want no fame
Please forget my name
And my face
For it is in my hands
And tears run through my fingers
My nose runs
And my body shivers
How can I ever lead my own tribe
If all I do is cry?
How can I be the warrior of light I am meant to be
If one girl brings me to my knees?
Beg and plead
Baby please save me
Makes me feel like I failed at our plan for infinity
And my new girl
Is still waiting to hear from me
Why
Why
Why
Am I back locked up by the state
Worse than any criminal
Worse than the rapists and murderers
Who are villains in my eyes
They are vile and I do despise
Why get out?
Why even try?
Cause when I do, I will still just be a doe
And the cops are hunters with a bow
But it is worse
Cause they like to see the light show
And watch my blood fly all over the snow
Had to watch summer end again
From behind a window that does not open
Only because I  could not hide my love
Or myself
Now they want me permanently on the shelf
They want me empty
A hallow shell
But I love the ocean
And that is not how I play
So I can wait today
And tomorrow
But it will be a waste
Disgusting medication is all I taste
But shortly it will be her lips again
And once more I’ll hope forever can begin

Why? (U Know me)

Why is everyone so scared of me?
When the last time I was angry was late 2003
Got rid of that version of me
Left him inside of the white lines of the field of that game
The one to be successful one must be insane
Make up lies about yourself
Create an alter ego that has no name
Just a number and color
Roll with a band of ten other brothers
Say and do things you would never tell your mother
Or anyone else
Because for sixty minutes it is going to be hell
Tell yourself you’re invincible
Even though it is a lie
Pretend you cannot die
Smash your body to ruin
Just for school pride
To get attention from the apple of your eye
Hope she will want you for her guy
Give you a sweet surprise
Hello tonight
And tomorrow morning goodbye
She kisses you and thanks you for the ride
By 2004 I was back to me
Doing my favorite thing
My first love and that is to ski
Took awhile for me to remember I only serve peace
From a special town in ancient Greece
A beautiful city that is clearly unique
Definitely not just a number
So special just one name
One said all the time
A word that opens up the world
One that makes you grow
A word that helps you know
This is how I like to always be known
Only that number for 11 years
But been this name since the beginning
And I will keep it until the ending
Because the name is not pretending
It is the number that had a short life span
Just a brief reminder of our old war clan
Just a flash in the pan
Just campus games
To collect pretty girls heart flames
So I could learn their names
And their beds
Trust me being a football hero is a great way to get head
But it had its costs
And my body knows
And now I have returned to the snow
Back with my favorite saint
The one who makes pretty flakes
The one who lives in the mountains
And the one who holds that special purple fountain
28 years now been on the snow each winter
Twice as long as the field where I tried to be the worst sinner
So why wonder who I am?
Iceman is authentic
Fieldman is dead
Buried still inside the lines of the field
My full name in gold on the wall
2003 captains our history is sealed
If you ask me today in 2015
Who I am
No need to wonder
Have never sought the glam
Went back up the mountain one lap ago
Now I am coming back down
Not yet ready to wear my crown
Because I will get it when I clean up I-Town
That will be here before you know it
Who I am
Definitely not afraid to show it
My purple skis clearly representing
St. Germaine
For the next three years
Will be my favorite name
And by then if you don’t remember my name
I suggest you don’t just look
But stop
And Read a book

1 Date Every 15 Years

Hera and I
Planned a reunion for the end of July
When we were done
We asked about each others loved ones
Said she had just been to our west coast city
A week at the beach
Her skin was golden and oh so pretty
Hair like gold
Eyes of pure sapphire
Anyone who could see
Clearly saw her majesty
However
To me
She did not quite look right
Still appeared to be somewhat in the grip of something less bright
Was it her job?
Or that lame dude?
Who I never understood how he got that ring on her hand
Convinced her to settle
Never sees us anymore
Further up Lake Cayuga’s eastern shore
And to us Billy Baldwin is still a bore
I told her about my life
Half my year at a desk
The other half looking fresh
At my best
Making pretty things, cartoons, and angel wings
She said that’s perfect for me
And it is the truth
And if Hera says so
Zeus knows it too
The very next day
I saw her
Wearing the same color as Athena Nike
Her eyes beautiful
And her skin pale
Blanketed by Michael
To hide her holy grail
But when I look at people
I see right through
She was covering her heart
Because she knew
When I look at her I will fall apart
Cause I’ve imprisoned myself
In a seashell
On the ocean floor
Keeping Poseidon’s daughter safe
We all know her name
And we exclaim at her beauty
Protecting her is Artemis’ duty
And she was the reason for the Hellenistic War
And that other stupid one before
Why I took her to the ocean floor
Set her next to Tartarus’ door
In the view of Cerberus
Made sure all the lost souls of this land would live in the River Styx
And I’d play Hades and be forever damned
Until I got word again from the Pleiadian Star clan
Heard Navajo whisper words from the sky
Chief Frozen Arrow’s gaze fixed
Through Odin’s Raven’s eye
Ullr and St. Germaine at the top of the mountain
All Clear
Bathed in Lord Everything’s holy fountain
Ready to show the world
How to face fear
How to close your eyes
And open your ears
Then the message is quite clear
Love everyone and everything
Release all doubt
We are all luminous beings
And this is just the beginning of
Happily ever after and infinity

Carino Requiem

I can’t believe this happened again
Met a girl I wanted to call my girlfriend
Had a few dates
Only could call her carino
Which means sweet affection
When we met it was a Divine reflection
No time for guessing
Cause she just wanted directions
Just said follow me
That is where I am headed
The last time I met a woman this special
I kept a secret
Until she spent the night
And behind the scenes she did peep it
A box of pills
Not for thrills
Or relief
Only to pretend make me sleep
But they do more than that
They suffocate me
And make me wonder
Do these people even know what it means to be under?
And the Lord above?
Have strong wings like a dove
Not be afraid of anything
Know you are perfect
A luminous being
Mi carino always says I’m the best
And that is how I know she is here to bless
When I call from the hospital
I know she will not second guess
She will just be happy to hear my voice again
She will be happy I’m letting everyone know she’s my girlfriend
And that I will beg please baby let’s not let this end
Cause it is only just the start
She has only begun to warm my heart
How to explain this is the hardest part
Cause I don’t even believe what I have is sickness
Because they have no proof
And to that I am a witness
Please know carino that when you land today
Back in the land of the brave
I wanted to be there waiting
Right at the gate anticipating
Because when I am with you there is no doubt
I know who I am so I do not have to shout
You know my poetry
And my art
That is what is real
That is my heart
And I let you walk right in
So please stay here with me
So I can show
There are no surprises
Me you already know
And you help me grow
The only thing I ask is
We take it slow
Because I am going nowhere
For it is you
Who I want to know
Un beso amor
I am waiting for you on my hearts ground floor

Trust Me, I Can

I guess they think I am a quitter
Believe I’ve been a sinner
When all I’ve done is be a winner
And a lover
One that protects their mother
And defends their father
Proud of both my blood brothers
And all my friends in the same category
They are all a part of my story
And for them I can wait
I can
And will be patient
Hold the title of saint
Don’t know the word aint
Or can’t
Or won’t
Cause give up I don’t
I stand tall
And steadfast
Not afraid to hold the title of head of the class
I am also the teacher
And it is my job to make sure
Everyone’s grade is pass
Even better
We all deserve A’s
We all deserve to live in glorious days
All connected to all colors of the Lord’s rays
So for now
All I do is pray
And only do what the Lord says
And when I break commandment
I admit what I did
Ask forgiveness and repent
My time in Hell already spent
Been living way past cloud nine
Sitting right next to the Divine
Since late 2005
So please do not ask about that one dark night
Please remind me of the light
Remind me of the beauty
Because brining that to the world is my duty
I know my arrest record is on the web
I remember
I know what I did
But my dream was to give everyone presents
Erase hatred and live in the present
The eternal now of this timeline
The one we have waited for
The one of the Divine Lord
Trust me I can wait
From her stare I do not want to escape
Five more years
Is a piece of cake
So just watch me get in my zen zone
Cause every Sunday I try and get in the end zone
And when I do I pray like Tim Tebow
Cause I know who really controls this show
It is not me
I do not have a degree in puppet mastery
It is thy Lord who does
And this is who is above
They say wait
Participate in life
And let the Lord be the one to recreate

I can get Through Anything

One time there was a wall
A lot more than ten feet tall
From here to Timbuktu
It contained all the knowledge that Akasha knew
That is how the knowledge grew
Turned red to blue
Horse hooves to glue
All things in this world fake and true
They’ve tried to cut me up
Smashed my face in
Beaten me up
Run me through
Electrocuted and shot
But that cannot touch what I’ve got
My heart beats pure green
Diamond encrusted
A luminous machine
To power a crystalline light body
Make art more than just a hobby
Stop being a member of the Code of Hammurabi
A start being a superstar
Cause that is what you really are
Beautiful, elegant, a fine glass jar
Limited by nothing
Ruled by Lord Everything
They thought I would break
They thought I would crumble
They thought I was weak
But I never fumble
Especially now
With the end zone in sight
Broke all the tackles
No one could touch me
Now I have another victory
And that makes three
So why do you still ask me?
How I did this or how I did that?
Those are not things I worry about
Or shout about
Or even talk about
The future’s where we are going
To the land of ultimate knowing
So come join me and all the rest
Cause when we’re together
We are the best

The Twin Flame

I no longer need to know her name
I no longer need to play this game
Cause I already know
And I will always feel the same
I will always love her
No matter what
Even though see never calls back
Even if she tells all her friends I am whack
Even if she stabs me in the back
Because she is my Twin Flame
And everything she does I share at least some of the blame
Even if she tries to hurt me
Hunts me like a thanksgiving turkey
Guts me and serves me for dinner
Neither one of us can ever be sinners
Because we always serve love
And know the Lord is above
The maker
The creator
The destroyer
And the originator
I keep her in my heart where she belongs
The softness of her voice
The holiest of songs
Her written words
Holy psalms
I want to love her all night long
And tomorrow
You cannot buy from me
But anything you can barrow
I love helping
Cause I know she likes that
Could care less if USweekly thinks I’m all that
Or hear whispers that I am this
Or that
Even into the eternal night
I always see the light
For it is through her eyes
I have known the Divine
And that will last much longer than just this life time
Or the next
We are coming down together
Reflecting each other
Wanting to teach this world how to Love each other

Patience

Patience
How is it spelled
Not quite sure
Last time I tried
All I did was yell
Before you can say P
Or get an interview from me
You must hold on tight
Not be afraid of the dark
Or the light
Hold within your hand Divine might
See how bright
Let your hurt and pain dissolve in the fire
In your palm is your hatred’s eternal pire
Let the master Germaine
Use his healing flame
Purple rain
Let his heart bleed
And he be the one to explain
After the melt
After all emotions felt
Clear the drain
And let the words come out
A
The first letter after the Divine surprise
Ahava in Hebrew
Alpha in Greek
Either way just keep walking down the street
The next letter you meet
T
And you have your first word
Pat
Also an acronym for many things
Point after touchdown
Or just someone’s name
Perhaps your first teacher
Or a Saint of your ancestors birthplace
I Comes next
Not to remind you of me
But rather remind us all of our immortal nature
Each and everyone of us
We are all blessed
Even if we feel we are on a forever banishment
From the Garden
Locked out of Heaven
But that is not true
And never will be
As long as it is the Archangel Michael who wears blue
Not just stupid cops
Who think guns are cool
Now we will decide who is and who is not ready for school
Open your heart
And let Toth take a look
Compare notes in the Elohim scribes book
Justice’s eyes shut
Her scales in everyone’s view
E
Is for Elohim
The royal guardians of our home
The protectors of all sacred
And the keepers of our safe zone
Each day the world is made new
That is what N is for
Because there will always be more
New sand will always wash onto the shore
The Lord will open any door
And close the ones you have already lived
Seen your karma
Know why you did what you did
Asked forgiveness
And begin again
C
Is for another chance
For our world will always be
Even when we join Andromeda in a new cosmic dance
Able to see new planets and stars
Pretty soon you wont even want to go to bars
They will be as lame as your new car
Cause you can’t stop staring at all those new stars
E
As in Eva
As in Forever and ever
The holy name of Adam’s sacred twin flame
A name written in all of our books
Her story read through her look
Endless eyes
Beautiful thighs
The Queen behind
The curtain
And controlling the show
Her name once Nut
But that was a long time ago
To reach Heaven you must get to the end
Great your mother
And love her again
This time not as friends
Not family by name
But turned back into the Twin Flame
Ready to descend again
Only to begin again
This time without any makeup
Not trying to cover anything up
Making it real obvious we do love to touch
Hold hands in the street
And wash each others feet
Get into the water, get nice and wet
And really deep
No more time for hiding
For true love’s light is clearly shining
Through her, me, and you