Saturday, December 31, 2016

My Verse

In these troubled times
We are here to remind
Speak love
Speak truth
Recite these rhymes
It’s me Radiance
With a message from the Divine
Love trumps hate every time
So if you get a second
Use your mind
Open your heart
Let your light shine
Let go of the wickedness
Let go of the stress
We are not playing checkers
We are playing chess
No need to guess
Trump rose to power on hatred and being devilish
I will not follow his lead
Because I come from a different seed
The rainbow creed
Pure in faith and in deed
The future will be full of love please believe
As soon as we get rid of this chump
Named Donald J Trump

Unbreakable Heart

You can say anything to me
Do anything to me
But that won’t change who I be
Or what I do
Or how I feel about you
You may try and break my heart
Try and hurt my feelings
With words of leaving
Sure now I am grieving
But my heart beats still
It is unbreakable
Quiet, steady, and stable
Because it is already broken
Already filled with daggers
Been frozen
Encrusted in ice
Perhaps you at least thought I was nice
Think twice
I am the worst version of the darkest knight
Been in a fight
More than once
And guess what they found out that night
They could not put out my light
More likely you can
When you say goodbye and I don’t understand
How apparently I am such a shitty man
I get it though
Even if I never really know
At least my heart does still glow
Even while it burns on low
Sorry folks tonight there will be no show
Sometimes I wish my heart would just break for good
Let my body sleep
Become food for living wood
But my heart is unbreakable
To not live I am incapable
My fate inescapable
My love for you forever unshakable
However
My future is
Questionable

Thursday, December 15, 2016

Are You Mad at Me?

Are you mad at me?
If so
Please say so
I will take it gladly
Cause I am tired of being the only one
Sick and tired of what I’ve done
Tired of pretending
I am happy with this ending
I’m not
Not at all
Totally ready to fall
I am the one who is mad the most
Keep declining invitations from the heavenly host
Keep skipping church
And ignore redemption
Cause in my eyes I am not worth the attention
Not even worthy of mention
The only thing I do
Hesitation
Mad because I wasted my chance on love
Mad because I take these drugs
Mad I suck at dating
Mad I spend all my time contemplating
No time acting
Just getting upset
Never post pictures captioned #blessed
Cause I feel cursed
I feel like I am the worst
The Devil runs and hides from me
How can this be?
What did I do to thee?
For you to be so mad at me
But baby I know you are not
I know you think I am hot
I know you love and cherish me
So why is that not enough for me not to be mad at me?
Why do I obsess  and torture myself?
Why strain my mental health?
Cause I can’t blame you
Or anyone else
And I am afraid of what comes next
The day I reach success
The day I can smile and receive compliments
The day our kiss is holy sacrament
On that day
It will be occasion to cry
Cause I will kiss that mean part of me goodbye
Then I might realize
The only reason I think you’re mad at me
Is because I was the one who was mad at me
Then I can be that person we both love me to be
The beautiful, compassionate, radiant me
The one that is reflecting thee

Monday, November 28, 2016

We Went Up

Up
Up
We went up
We saw
We heard
We left Earth
And rested in Heaven
The Lord said
“You are forgiven
Your love is not forbidden
So now please listen
When you return
Make sure that others learn
When they see you
In love the way they do
They too will know
It is okay to let your love show”
To each other we must give it
And this is how we receive the Divine gift
Love
Back and forth
It knows no distance
No color
No size
Dwells and flourishes in all types
Sonnets you may write
Let your hearts take flight
Soar into the sky
To heavenly heights
If I know one thing in this world to be true
It is to do in love all that I do
It came to me one night
And since then I knew
Now I want to show you
This great gift
Pure love
Through and through
With you I grew
Now one step closer
To holding the ceptar
A coronation
A whole new manifestation
A chance for a new creation
And a whole new start
My wounded heart repaired
Because you cared
Now may we share
More than just our time
May we take the same ride
Straight to the Divine
Reside in paradise
In our own heavenly shrine
Love each other
And truly combine
Stop
Then finally start our own time

I Can't Wait I Can

I can’t wait
I feel like I have been waiting
Not interested in online dating
Not just one night for conquesting
I like discussing
I can wait for touching
I’m glad it is dark in here
So you don’t see me blushing
I think it is obvious I am gushing
I can’t wait
Until our title changes
We decide what our name is
When I can say anything
Be your everything
To wait
I can
Cause there is nothing else I would rather be
Then to have you next to me
Other ladies
They’re all the same
With a skin deep gaze
No appreciation for plays
Asleep all Sunday
I can’t wait
For when we do decide to begin
Heal the past
Both commit
We are meant to last
I know in my heart this is true
For I was destined to meet you
And for you to do to my heart what you do
I can wait
Because there is nothing left for me to find
I found you
No where else to go
No where else to look
Nothing left to read
No more books
Believe my heart true
I will always be beside you
Even if you leave me
And I never hear from you again
I will always hold you close
Always more than a friend
I can’t wait for us to begin
But I can
I can wait to hold your hand
I can wait to sit with you on the sand
And I can wait to see a ring on your hand
My mind is made up
It’s you in my heart
In my life will you always be a part
I can’t wait to start
But I can
May we follow the Lord’s plan

Monday, November 21, 2016

I Know I can See

I’ve seen so much
And so much of it I could not believe
But I do remember
And I did see
Keep asking myself
How could this be?
How could I live on earth
And at the same time be at the alter of infinity?
How could the world look so brilliantly
But we are most concerned with living comfortably
Hardly looking for Divinity
But now for me
I can see
When I stand on a mountain
The sky stretches above
And the world below
This is beauty
I know
I can see
When you look at me
With that twinkle in your eye
Your warm heart wraps all around me
And I know
This is how your love shows
I can see
When I look around me
See people acting friendly
Everyone lending a helping hand
And I hear music form the local band
United
Together we stand
As one we build the promise land
For once I understand
No longer question the Lord’s plan
Not worried whether I am just a man
Or something else
Something without a sense of self
Just a being devoted to God
A servant
A winged slave to the Divine
All in good time
I learned to see the signs
Write not recite rhymes
Take care of what is mine
And that is me
Cause if I cannot be good to myself
How could I be good to thee?
How could the two of us together ever be 3?
Is that not one of the Lord’s mysteries?
How to love you and me
Serve
And always believe
In what I did  see
It was beautiful
Not just for you and me
But for everybody

Monday, November 7, 2016

Where Hath Thou Been?

Where hath thou been?
Oh brother, where art thou?
It seems like just the other day
I was living here
And my license said so
But now
I am only here a few days before I go
It seems all the familiar ways it did
The places
The faces
The destinations for these vacations
Where hath I been?
What have I done?
What did I finish?
What not yet begun?
It sure was fun
To live out here
No one who really knew me near
Plenty of space to get my mind clear
I learned a lot
And learned plenty about me
But some still unseen
Until the year 13
Went back in between
This world and the next
To a place eternal
Yet still untold
A moment to behold
Where hath I been?
Went home
To where my story begins
I was tired and did not want to start all over again
I just needed to mend
Could of
But decided to be the one to say when
It would be flowers I will send
It seemed to me
Everyone forgot I came here
And became a new being
A nicer version of me
Upgraded from infinity
But I am not done growing
Still plenty inside of me
That needs to come out
Still dreams yet to see
Still no time with just thee
Still a nicer version I want to be
And want the world to see
Where will I go?
I might know
If not
I will still go
For this I know
It is the path set for me
This I do believe

Tuesday, October 4, 2016

From June to September

From June to September
Always a time to remember
Good weather to enjoy
Water to splash
No homework
Dismissed from class
Your friends have cook outs
Your neighbors throw a bash
The days are long
And the nights hot
Easy to sleep it is not
Because you’re not here
And I long for you
As I long for the days gone by
When it was summertime
Without a care in the world
In love with a beautiful girl
Daughter of Ullr
Or perhaps Poseidon
Either way
I liked to be right beside her
This I was sure
Usually though by November I was as cold as the weather
My girl had found someone better
And I was alone to bear the cold weather
She should of left
Cause lately
Summer ended with me unhealthy
And sent away
No phone card to call
But when I did
I realized how far I did fall
Said goodbye through the phone
Held it till I heard the dial tone
And knew that was all
No more reason for me to call
Guess I’ll just have to wait it out
And walk about
Go home
Pout
But not shout
By now it is January
And the snow has fallen
I take my skis
Not even worried about calling
But April ends
And May goes on by
All over again it is summertime
From June to September
Again I remember
Her
My girl
My whole world
I call again
Is this the summer it will begin?

Can I Love Me?

Can I love me?
Will I finally be free?
From my own imprisonment
My shackles
My confinement
I turned myself in
Declared all my own sins
To Him I did repent
My time in Hell spent
Despair
Came and went
So why can I not still love me?
Know I deserve all life’s pleasantries
Just like everyone else
Whom I love
So why don’t I love myself?
Underserving of good health
Huddled beneath my half filled bookshelf
Feel like these are just the cards I was dealt
That’s okay
Cause I remembered this day
When I signed the contract
And let my soul fly this way
Maybe if you let me stay
Then maybe I would not feel this way
But how can I love you
When I don’t even want my dreams to come true
When I’m fine being blue
I can’t hear your dreams when you tell them
And have no vision for when
We could be a happy pair
Our love all around us in the air
Hearts in each other’s hands
Held with care
There is no way this can be
Cause I still can’t love me
Even though I have all the reasons
Just a slight issue with the seasons
But I can make you laugh
And everyone else
Sometimes even myself
I can ski
And apparently know how to live free
Still
This is not enough for me
Cause I’m still stuck on something from the past
Still think it is about whether or not it will last
Nothing ever seems good enough
And I always try and look tough
But look where it has got thee
In love with no on
Especially not in love with me

U R Gr8

I see the lake
I see the boys at practice
Hey you
Number 38
You’re great!
And the trainers too
You’re great!
Yeah I’ve met you
Spent the summer together
One I will always remember
Cherish forever
Even though I yearn for the future
And want to grow
You’re great!
I just want you to know
I just want my love for you to show
I am tired of being fearful of who knows
It is not wrong
Or inappropriate
For me to say you are a gift
A special person
Meant for this world to uplift
So am I
But for whatever reason I feel like I should not even try
Each day get more and more shy
Always looking for reasons why
Always stuck on her goodbye
Can’t find the space between
Dead and sky high
I want to hear it
That I am great too
But this I knew
Traded in these feelings of glee
For my own misplaced misery
So let me tell you first again
I’ll be the first
The one to begin
You’re great!
The best
Never think you are less
Me either
Let’s be great to  each other
And be best friends to one another
We all deserve it
I think it is time I stop trying to earn it
Not yearn for it
Just be it
Cause if you’re great
I am too
Not wrapped up in what we do
Just who
we are
Mostly to each other
Our spirits may never mar
Thank you for being you
Cause you let me be me
You’re great!
You set me free

Saturday, September 10, 2016

My Local Home

It took more than a few years
Once or twice there were tears
Not because I did not have
But I had everything
And felt so grateful
The emotions overflow
I finally signed the lease
And got the keys
Spent time in the yard with the bees
And the birds
Left the old herd
Left the Ranch
And left home again
End
Now time to begin
A place that is my own
A place where I have the only key
My roommate
Me
Now all things I see
Are all brand new
As if I never knew
And whatever I want to do
I get to
Whenever I want
Until I say stop
I have had enough today
Goodbye
See you again sometime
I can invite anyone over
Call any girl in town
But there is no on other
On my guest list then you
And I cannot even tell you
Have to face what is true
We can’t see I to I
One of us says hello
The other goodbye
Our chance for love out of tries
At least I got this space
Finally my own place
Where I can learn to no longer dream of your face
Where I can be free
Make art
Read books
Eat out
And cook
It’s all going to be me
Seems more and more this is what it is going to be
That’s all good
When I got the message I understood
The life I have is the one given
The one I have chose
And the one I’ll be living
In my place all alone
In my brand new local home

My Anniversary

The day is almost here
When I get to start a whole new year
Hopefully things become more clear
Take one more step near
Not to my end
But towards you my dear friend
Presents you can send
Rather I would like to mend
What’s dissonant between us
Why there is a lack of trust
You in my life is a must
This year that is my only wish
Already have everything else in this world to have
Finally have some work I like
Got a brand new bike
Keys to a new apartment
That’s all mine
Critically acclaimed art
It’s about time
A psychic told me to spread my wings
And let my heart shine
I want to
I will show you my insides
Let you see everything
Then you can decide what is missing
Us two kissing
You and me singing
Maybe just a beginning
Because there already was an ending
I did a lot of pretending
To how I felt
Worse to what I told you
Skipped everything about how I love what you do
To me
So now on my own anniversary
I’ll be on my own
No one to blame but myself for my misery
Nothing left to do but just be
I want to write my own symphony
And play it for you
Hope you like it
Say it’s a hit
Now just this last bit
Without you it’s just another year
Without you I just grow older
And without you
My heart even colder
I guess I cannot get all I wish for
But you’re the last thing
May I wish just once more?

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Believe Me

When I say nice things
You say stop
When you dream of your future
I know I am not
The man you see in your mental picture
Even though for me you are my heart fixture
I don’t wish I didn’t feel this way
I just wish there was something I could say
Or do
To show you
How much you mean to me
You are my everything
And maybe I could of told you sooner
When you were willing to listen
When you gave me a chance
But now I am just left wishing
And it is you I am missing
I broke your trust I am sure
Perhaps your heart
But if I broke it apart
May I be the on to put it back together
I know I am better
I promise I will feel this way whenever
And I will stand beside you forever
Will you let me?
Will you give me a second chance?
Will you think of me when you want to go dance
Will you not be afraid to show me that loving glance
Those inviting eyes
Your lips touching mine
No longer interested in just some time
Not just a night or two
I want to see this through
Even if you decide that you don’t want to
I will know I did and do love you
I’ll take that
But baby please do not think of it as taking me back
Cause I am not who I was then
Now I am a better friend
And I wish to be more to you than that in the end
I want us to finally begin
I’ll be honest and upfront
Be the one to give you the key to my apartment
Tell you you’re always welcome
And this key is for more then the front door
It is also the key to my heart
Please let me know when we can start
And believe this part
You + me
equals everything
And my love for you will last for all eternity

Saturday, May 21, 2016

Your Soul

Before we met
I learned your name
Saw it each day
An empty office
No body to place inside
Only could wonder where you did reside
And the journey of your life’s ride
One day you appeared
Just sitting there
I said hello
And tried not to stare
Hopefully I complimented your gorgeous hair
It was not long before I did not need to wonder where you lived
You invited me there
Told me about you
I let you share
And told you some about me
Wish I could of said it more clearly
Wish that it was only you that I did see
But I was too busy feeling sorry for me
And taking advantage of those that wanted me
Thankfully
I found myself at your place plenty
And learned it was not only your name that was lovely
It was all of you
What you do
What you did
Where you’ve been
Now
And then
I was sure I was falling for you
Even though with most else I did not have a clue
Confused
Unsure what to do
But in the moments when it was just me and you
I glimpsed your soul
I saw right through
No longer needed to guess who
I knew
You were even more beautiful then I had imagined
Far more dazzling than a beauty queen of a pageant
So perfect
So Divine
So out of reach
Not to be mine
Not right now
Not this time
And although
What you do to me is make my heart shine
You love to remind
I am not welcome inside your holy shrine
You and I are not to combine
Remember or not
Whether you intended or not
I caught a glimpse of your soul
Within it I wanted to go
Deep into your waters I wanted to flow
Your most true self I wanted to know
Together I wanted to grow
I must remember then it was I who said no
And other things I wish to change
Now I wish my feelings could rearrange
But I guess my soul remembers when it met yours
Hoped for a meeting behind closed doors
Just the two of us
Where again our souls can touch
Won’t ask for too much
Just your sweetness and such
Make you believe in my trust
And feel the fire of my love
Until we both combust

Sunday, May 8, 2016

The Wind

I am the wind
I am the sun
I am the moon
And all the stars in the sky
I can swim
I can fly
I can be by myself
But I would rather be by your side
I will be your guide
You need not be my bride
All I am
I did decide
And in this time many things I have realized
Been in touch with my spiritual side
And lived in 3-D plenty of time
Confused by this life of mine
It is the one I want
It is the one I have chosen
But my dreams have still not been woven
Just been floating in the wind
Or crumpled up ideas in the recycle bin
Still feel like I am waiting to win
Even though that is not what this is about
Not worthy money in any amount
Not about accomplishments you can count
Mostly about how I feel
Like the wind
Sometimes a gale
Other times just a light breeze
I want to please
You
I guess at times I forgot about me
That is just me putting it simply
Trying to see things differently
Trying not to be so windy
Rather be a tree
And sway in the breeze gracefully
With a strong trunk
And deep roots
Lot’s of seedlings
And lots of fruit
Although I am everything
And lived through all
All of creation
All forms of manifestation
I still have things to learn
Still don’t have relief from a heart that burns
If I try to blow it out
It only blows stronger
And the distance between grows longer
To reach where I want
I will be what I am
A wind that does haunt
A star that does shine
A moon that does glow
All of this
And so much more to know

Thursday, April 21, 2016

If I - I Will

If I call
If I write
Perhaps you might
Want to hear
What I have to say
Perhaps you will accept my invitation today
Perhaps you will stay
Or perhaps it will not mean anything
You will stay pretty
And I will stay me
Which I guess means ugly
Probably because I am lonely
Without you
And a long way from my homies
Perhaps I just don't like being wrong
Can’t stand you’re not into my heart song
Even when it is you that makes my heart beat so strong
I do think we belong
Perhaps you feel differently
Enjoy our friendship in its simplicity
No need to confuse our love
With relational complexity
And emotional irregularity
Now we only love one another
The way a sister loves a brother
And a son loves a mother
But I do not feel this way with others
Got more than gaga eyes for you
I want to find out who you are
I want to know your star
Drive in your car
I want to Scourt you to the bar
And burn up the dance floor
More importantly I want to walk through your soul’s door
See all of you
And want to know more
Want to know who you were before
And want to be there in the future
When you reveal your true divine nature
Become an even more beautiful creature
When you are the guest speaker featured
I will be in the front row
And no one needs to know
What we will do after the show
Or where we will go
Together alone
Is my favorite time
When you can relax and unwind
And I can know you are mine
I am already yours
Guess for now I am busy with chores
Although I cannot take you to the store
My heart is your hostage
Willingly
I hope you do see
Whether or not we are meant to be
I want you with me
So we can fly off into eternity

Pretty Things

I like pretty things
Things like you
Things like me
I like your eyes
And I like your size
If someone asks
You are more than a prize
Not only do I idolize
Or spend time with you on my mind
Fantasize
It may have taken me too long to realize
That special feeling inside
I was probably too worried about what I would prophecize
You are a pretty thing
More like a beautiful being
Cause your inside is light
And your outside is out of sight
Now I just want to be right
Cause I am tired of feeling wrong in this life
Rather kiss goodnight
Do our best not to fight
Right now all I have are my wishes
And remembrances of our kisses
What can I do for you?
How about your dishes?
I hope you really like what I bought you for Christmas
And now all I can say is this
Some words on a page
But when you said sweet things
I should of said the same
Not just game
Now I am the one to blame
You already gave me your heart to claim
And I didn’t take it
Tried to fake it
Couldn’t keep myself together
And had to go away to get better
We ended up in different weather
To me you look no different
Still a pretty thing
But now I am the one who feels changed
Can no longer hide
My mind made up
But it is my heart who did decide
Is it to late to get back on this ride?
Can we be pretty things?
Side by side
Can I be better than I was the last time?
May we be together and romanticize
You make me feel alive
And us I no longer want to trivialize
Or want to deny
It’s you I do realize
That makes me feel so good inside

Friday, April 15, 2016

Divine 9 Valentine

Today is the day to celebrate love
To tell someone they are the one
Go on a date
Celebrate
Honor one another
I desire a date
And that is fine
But I got more than one I would call mine
If I spent all year
A day for each one
There would still not be enough time
For me to see them all
Because I give love to everyone
Yet truly to no one
Watching music videos
Instead of buying a rose
Instead of taking her to the finest shows
Tell her how she glows
How she is beautiful
And oh so wonderful
Your wish may I fulfill
I submit to your will
But still
I cannot commit
Keep choosing wrong
Keep hoping for love long gone
And it’s my fault
I was the first to say halt
Didn’t notice loves invitation
Wanted my mind to give an explanation
But love is the arena of the heart
I guess I keep missing that part
That is why there is no start
Perhaps now
Perhaps on this day
I can remember St. Valentines game to play
Worry little and just say
I love you
And know my words are true
This time I want to see it through
Even if as only friends
I will still love you until the end
Postcards and letters I will send
My feelings I will not pretend
My aching heart will mend
By your hand
This is the Lord’s plan
Perfect in its creation
Without limitation
No more trepidation
I walk towards you with love
Together we are not alone
Together we are one
Our connection never undone

Monday, March 21, 2016

33

Thought I had become an adult
Learned the lessons
Seen it all
Ready for my new life sessions
But I was wrong
My new life
Not yet begun
Still three steps left
Still have not arrived yet
Then Ascension will be set
A triangle of equal sides
Then another
Together they combine
And then divide
Been on both
The light and dark sides
No matter what always try
And when you say goodbye
Know that hello is just around the bend
Always a beginning
Always an end
Now, no time to pretend
Conscious life now begin
Love thyself love thy friends
33
On this day
At the pinnacle
Bathed in golden rays
In awe of the spectacle
In wonder of the sensation
Not in need of explanation
For it is Divine satisfaction
Christened on this day
Enlightened
And expanded on this day
Now my experience in learning is complete
My task not to repeat
But start anew
With these glorious new views
Thoughts of you
Plenty of others too
And a desire to be true
To me
So I can be
The best version of me
The one that’s
33

Let's be Friends

Let’s be friends
Cause you make me laugh
My feelings for you always last
Let’s be friends
Let’s see each other at our best
And know when it’s our worst
My life you do bless
This I do not have to guess
When I wrong I ask forgiveness
Let’s be friends
Cause you’re beautiful
And we look good as two
Your wit is sensational
Your smarts are unbelievable
And your smile
Radiant
Not just shades of grey
All colors gradient
I am going to make you a special pendant
Let’s be friends
Let’s go out on dates
Let’s paint the town
Make people wonder, what’s wrong
Cause we’re not around
Let’s be friends
Let’s go to ball games
And eat S’mores by campfire flames
No need to explain
Usually we just feel the same
Laugh
And make jokes
Listen to each other tell of their path
Together we could teach a class
Make sure all the students pass
So yeah
Let’s be friends
Cause we are good at what we are
A dynamic duo at the bar
Someone to count on
A friend to be there
People who care
We always love to share
A friend to spend time with
The only thing that we miss...
Is not a trip to the store thrift
Something that does not shift
Is a great and wonderful myth
One that ends when it is meant to
Until then
I love what you do
And I love you
So it end’s
Let’s be friends

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

A Walk

Can we talk?
Can we walk?
Smoke a cigarette
As we stroll around the block
Say all you want
Please don’t stop
I am just glad you invited me
Cause you
Well I like what I see
And when I am around you
It is pretty easy to be
I can say whatever
It could be true
Or total make believe
But I doubt you’ll leave
Cause you invited me here
And asked me to hear
All your dreams and fantasies
And practical things
What’s up with you and me
And where will we be next year
No longer here
No longer together
With the same school colors
We will be somewhere else
Living with others
Off in the world
Underneath the great wave’s curl
Even though we are both leaving
No need for grieving
Cause when we were here
And together
There was nothing better
I wish you well
Where ever it is you go to dwell
Whomever of this you do tell
Even after our final farewell
I will keep this moment
This time
As both yours and mine
A special thing
A unique encounter
A bond
That will always live on
Because I will make it so
I will be forever glad to know
For I can always recall our time
Walking beneath the street lamps glow
And trees all in a row
Anytime we are both back in town
I hope I can call you and ask
Want to take a walk around
It can be that time again
Talk as friends
Walk as partners
See each other as lovers
Nostalgia be the lens of how we see one another
May it be this way
And not an other

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Grace

I missed again
Wrote what I felt
But I guess I should not of pressed send
It was indeed the end
Can I learn grace?
Can I stop tears from streaming down my face?
Just funny I guess
Cause I thought I knew my heart space
Now I feel time spent
Might have been a waste
Although 
I did always feel great
No one always gets what they want
Even me
I guess it was just make believe
Cause in reality
I can’t seem to get it right
Try as I might
I just seem to suck at this life
Can’t keep a girlfriend
Forget a wife
Can’t get a good job
Or stay healthy
I definitely will never be wealthy
Got collectors calling constantly
It doesn’t really bother me
But it helps me see
This world is not for me
So please let me escape gracefully
And peacefully
If you come for me
I will probably scream and shout
But if I can learn grace
Maybe I can find out what this world is about
Cause right now I cannot figure it out
Feel lost without a map
Stuck in a horrible trap
Waiting for something
Anything
To take me away
Anything
Other then this sky of grey

My Old Friend

I just saw you again
My dear old friend
We spent some time together
I wished it would never end
Oh I have missed you my friend
It was dark
And the air was cool
There were many kids from school
And with each turn I left my mark
Showed you how much I loved you
And I miss when we can’t be together
When it is not the right weather
But each time we meet again
My old friend
It gets better
May we always have a chance to be together
I will love you forever
And that is something you can bet on
And count on
Because you set me free
Make me see
And fully believe all
In the beauty of life
And the beauty of living
Flying down the slopes I start singing
Even chairlift rides are nice
When I am looking at your cold beautiful ice
Each run a new surprise
New adventures at every turn
For you it is easy to yearn
You do so much for me
So please what can I do for thee
My old friend
I will be still and listen
And return all I have been given
I will tell all who ask
You are divine
Forever will you last
For not just a mountain
Or all of your snowflakes
A part of eternity
Do not mistake
And everlasting
Although the moment passing
Your feeling lives forever in memory
Your face always a sense of pleasantry
See you each winter solstice happily
Say goodbye in spring sadly
But my love for you stays the same
Infinity
As the seasons change
Our love just turns a new page
We start a new age
And you and me
My old friend
Our love starts anew again

Thursday, January 7, 2016

2+0+1+6=9

Again the calendar changes
Our lives start a new set of stages
Directed by the highest group of mages
This year
Truthfulness is my wish
Not to lie to others
Not to lie to myself
Not to just focus on wealth
Promise to live in better health
I ask myself
What I want to be in the new year
And I wish I could be clear
Perhaps I am
Because I cannot deny what I feel
When you are near
My heart races
And I keep taking mental pictures of your pretty faces
Maybe this year
We can go to some new places
Find some fresh wood
To burn in our hearts fireplaces
It has been more than a few days since we met
How I treated you may you forget
Or at least be honest too
Perhaps you feel the same
As I do to you
In this new year
A new chance
Started like last year
With a dance
And now I have words stuck in my mouth
Just writing them to myself on the couch
How can we honor each other?
Not just me and you
But for all others
How can we make this year the best?
There will not be a test
Starts by listening to the beating in my chest
Understand its beat
Listen to its message
Let it be my guide
And allow it to be the one to decide
Should you be the one by my side?
And I be the one next to you?
Is this the year I can see us through?
Honor and stay true to you?
First
I must remember how to woo