If I - I Will

If I call
If I write
Perhaps you might
Want to hear
What I have to say
Perhaps you will accept my invitation today
Perhaps you will stay
Or perhaps it will not mean anything
You will stay pretty
And I will stay me
Which I guess means ugly
Probably because I am lonely
Without you
And a long way from my homies
Perhaps I just don't like being wrong
Can’t stand you’re not into my heart song
Even when it is you that makes my heart beat so strong
I do think we belong
Perhaps you feel differently
Enjoy our friendship in its simplicity
No need to confuse our love
With relational complexity
And emotional irregularity
Now we only love one another
The way a sister loves a brother
And a son loves a mother
But I do not feel this way with others
Got more than gaga eyes for you
I want to find out who you are
I want to know your star
Drive in your car
I want to Scourt you to the bar
And burn up the dance floor
More importantly I want to walk through your soul’s door
See all of you
And want to know more
Want to know who you were before
And want to be there in the future
When you reveal your true divine nature
Become an even more beautiful creature
When you are the guest speaker featured
I will be in the front row
And no one needs to know
What we will do after the show
Or where we will go
Together alone
Is my favorite time
When you can relax and unwind
And I can know you are mine
I am already yours
Guess for now I am busy with chores
Although I cannot take you to the store
My heart is your hostage
Willingly
I hope you do see
Whether or not we are meant to be
I want you with me
So we can fly off into eternity