I Wish and I Wish I Might and I Might

I wish I could describe

How I feel

On the inside

I wish that to be close

Did not mean you had to know

Or even want to

Could it just be about what we do

And that I’ve got a crush on you

I wish that it could be just that simple

And matter of fact

I wonder why I wish so much

When my job is not to control all things

But rather control my being

Wish as I will

The Lord will still be the one to decide

How it all unfolds

How my life’s story is told

I wish

And I wish

And

I might

And I might

But I’m always left wanting

Even when I wanted to be the one walking out the door

Or the one wanting more

All I do is wish

And make up long lists

Of things to have

Relationship goals

And costs of highway tolls

Please Lord

Give me just one more wish

And that is

I accept your gifts

Whether they may be my wish

Or not

It is your job

My course to plot

And my job

To learn from your lessons taught

UR the Gift

Who you are

That’s your gift

The thing you bring

To the community gathering

No need to bring a dish

Just share one wish

Just be with us

Be a part of everything

Use your voice to sing

And join the song

Be a part of the Lord’s symphony

As they intend

Please Sweetie

Let’s not pretend

They are there

At the beginning and the end

Your creator

Your renewer

And your deliver

They made you just the way you are

On the day you were born

They also made a star

Gave you both the same name

So you know where to return

After your last day

And on Earth your body will lay in a grave

But at your star

Your soul forever stays

So then you can decide how you spend your days

On one of your many planets

Or back on Earth

So you better understand it

God’s one lesson for all lifetimes

How to vanquish all fear

In the light of love

To care for all

As we are all sisters and brothers

All God’s children

All made to be our own piece

Of Lord Everything’s masterpiece

Complete

What Time is it Now?

What time is it now?

Is the show over?

Time for a bow?

Is it 1997?

Or 2011?

Because just the other day

I was at the Magic Kingdom

Alive and at play

Having a fabulous time

Although it was the last millennium

I spent any time at Walt’s theme park

Didn’t need the map

Even when it got dark

I could still remember the way

And still recount the fun of those now long ago days

What time is anyway?

Calendars and clocks

Hours and a wristwatch

I read once time was just the next dimension

And does not run in a straight line

Once you learn time is actually

Just measured in one lifetime

And that means whether you did something at 15

It will be the same the next time

10 or 20 years later

Does not matter

Because if you stand in one place

Once

You stand there always

Well beyond your body’s last days

Even past the time of Ra’s last rays

And the creation of more stars

In this section of the Milky Way

Your time will not be forgotten

So no need for all the counting

Or any sort of measure

For life’s purpose is to live in pleasure

How Long is Forever?

How long is forever?

Cause I feel like I can’t wait

Keep crossing off calendar dates

Being prepared

For the day you call and say

You’ve always cared

I guess I’ll wait forever

Cause those feelings you never shared

But how long is that really?

Is it until the end of time

And beyond?

Or is it just until I hear our song

Playing on the radio

Is that how I am supposed to know?

You sent the message I did request

If I wait forever

You never call

And our song never plays

Will I waste my time counting days?

Am I the one who will be played

Because forever is a long time away

If you called I would not even know what to say

I guess forever can end

When I say goodbye

And just see you now as a distant friend

Because that is all we can be

Even though I know love lasts for infinity

And I know I loved you

Even though you did not believe it to be true

So forever will last as long as I like

It could be over tonight

Tomorrow I wake to a new day

At Dawn’s first light

Decide how I want to live, to live right

Forever is how long I will love thee

How long is forever?

That’s up to me

Just a Short Note

Just a short note

Just so you know

Just a few words

But please don’t go

In time our love will grow

Without you

Neither one of us will know

Let me just write a few short things

A few thoughts from my mind

But to my heart

They do bind

Because I can’t control my feelings

And I change like the seasons

Am I not worth it?

Am I not worth the trouble?

Let me draw a hot bath with bubbles

After that

On the couch we can cuddle

Then we can be just one

Not the two of us

More than just a light crush

Oh how I love you so much

At the Center

It glows

It’s glorious

Bold

And furious

It’s the heart

Without it

There is no start

We have no part

Just wandering through empty star charts

Since we’re here

Why don’t we get near

Forget that beer

Let’s keep our mind clear

Our intentions pure

This place

Right here

This is all we’ve got

In the shade of our bright star

The sun

RA

And without the Lord of Lords

King of the planets

The suns heat

We can’t stand it

But here we are

Just as God planned it

Our blue planet

Spinning around our golden star

Gravity

All though we cannot always feel it

It’s always there

Although we don’t think about it often

A glance at the ocean and it’s clear

There is a force

Greater than all that’s here

Not simply through divinity

But rather by the presence of Gravity

The moon moves the waters of earth gently

And of course the water in your body plenty

But there is this other body

A ways away

And very heavy

Without Jupiter

And their mighty gravity

Everything in our system

Would drift off into the vastness of infinity

Jupiter is Lord of many

All the planets, moons, and comets

The God of Gods

The balance and the reflector of our sun

RA

Without gravity

This part of the galaxy

Would be empty

There would be no planets

Spinning

No asteroids flying

No comets crashing into planets and re-supplying

There would not even be a star here

Because you need gravity

To pull RA’s parts together not so gently

Crushing actually

Until the dust gets so heavy

Elements are created in plenty

And an interstellar furnace burns

Bright and mighty

Full of gold

And density

RA made the planets

Then told Zeus

To count the steps

Know the rhythm

Reach out as if with great strings

Make the other planets dance and sing

Make winter

Make summer

Make spring

Here on earth sometimes we forget these things

Gravity keeps us on the ground

But it is also gravity that keeps us going round