I Miss You

I miss you
I do
It’s true
And although you’re gone
And I was suppose to move along
I am not sure I want to
I told you how I felt
I did my best to be honest
Love is a two way street
This is the situation upon us
I hope you’re happy
Even better I hope you love your new life
Guess I’ll stop dreaming of you as my wife
No need for one anyway
Got plenty to keep me busy
A few old ladies
Mares, geldings, and ponies
Then I got all my own things
Poems, cartoons, and paintings
All the same
I wish I had the courage to speak your name
But it says
You belong to Him
And never really did to me
Maybe you wanted to
Maybe I should of been more clear
When you wanted to hear
But that chance went by
I did cry
When I knew the clock had run out
No plays left
No more shots on goal
I lost
My tears the toll
You made me feel whole
Now I am a bit more empty
Not looking for sympathy
But could use some empathy
Someone who understands me
You did
But from you I hid
So shame on me
Now I must let be what will be
Step back
And see
All that lies in front of me
Cause you now must be behind me
So my heart can be free
So I can again love me
I cannot say certainly
But maybe that is why you had that epiphany
And split town
Left me alone
So I could focus on what it is I am to do
Not to love you
But to love me