The Last Dream

The day could come soon
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe this afternoon
It might not come at all
I’ll just wait forever for the call
Go alone to the ball
Stay in my apartment that is small
Why move?
It’s just me here
No need for more space
No extra closet
No need to move to a new place
When you’re alone
It’s just you that is home
And when you get there after a long day
No one greets you
No one asks, how was your day?
Or want to listen to what you say
I don’t love it this way
But I don’t hate it either
Cause my patience has been tested
My tolerance for others
Close to zero
Yeah you guessed it
Probably why things are like this
Probably why at night it is always the same wish
Please Lord help me change this
Rearrange this
So I too can know bliss
Again feel a warm kiss
From someone who means it
And I can mean it too
Not feel like lying when I say
I love you
But what will I do
When that dream does come true
No more excuses to be blue
Nothing really to undo
I just wonder who
Wonder if it is not you
Then who will make my heart beat
Make me not want to cheat
Make me feel special and unique
This is my last dream
I’ve already got
And done all the other things
Seen what it means to really be a human being
May I just be me
And may that be enough for you
Can we go to a world where it is just us two
Oh please
I wish this dream to be true
May it come one day soon
Maybe after the next full moon
When it is my sign again
And on my birthday
Let’s begin
Maybe in the same place
The one next to the lake
And this time when we come home
We won’t be friends
We won’t be lovers
We’ll be connected
We’ll be part of one another