Grace

I missed again
Wrote what I felt
But I guess I should not of pressed send
It was indeed the end
Can I learn grace?
Can I stop tears from streaming down my face?
Just funny I guess
Cause I thought I knew my heart space
Now I feel time spent
Might have been a waste
Although 
I did always feel great
No one always gets what they want
Even me
I guess it was just make believe
Cause in reality
I can’t seem to get it right
Try as I might
I just seem to suck at this life
Can’t keep a girlfriend
Forget a wife
Can’t get a good job
Or stay healthy
I definitely will never be wealthy
Got collectors calling constantly
It doesn’t really bother me
But it helps me see
This world is not for me
So please let me escape gracefully
And peacefully
If you come for me
I will probably scream and shout
But if I can learn grace
Maybe I can find out what this world is about
Cause right now I cannot figure it out
Feel lost without a map
Stuck in a horrible trap
Waiting for something
Anything
To take me away
Anything
Other then this sky of grey

My Old Friend

I just saw you again
My dear old friend
We spent some time together
I wished it would never end
Oh I have missed you my friend
It was dark
And the air was cool
There were many kids from school
And with each turn I left my mark
Showed you how much I loved you
And I miss when we can’t be together
When it is not the right weather
But each time we meet again
My old friend
It gets better
May we always have a chance to be together
I will love you forever
And that is something you can bet on
And count on
Because you set me free
Make me see
And fully believe all
In the beauty of life
And the beauty of living
Flying down the slopes I start singing
Even chairlift rides are nice
When I am looking at your cold beautiful ice
Each run a new surprise
New adventures at every turn
For you it is easy to yearn
You do so much for me
So please what can I do for thee
My old friend
I will be still and listen
And return all I have been given
I will tell all who ask
You are divine
Forever will you last
For not just a mountain
Or all of your snowflakes
A part of eternity
Do not mistake
And everlasting
Although the moment passing
Your feeling lives forever in memory
Your face always a sense of pleasantry
See you each winter solstice happily
Say goodbye in spring sadly
But my love for you stays the same
Infinity
As the seasons change
Our love just turns a new page
We start a new age
And you and me
My old friend
Our love starts anew again

2+0+1+6=9

Again the calendar changes
Our lives start a new set of stages
Directed by the highest group of mages
This year
Truthfulness is my wish
Not to lie to others
Not to lie to myself
Not to just focus on wealth
Promise to live in better health
I ask myself
What I want to be in the new year
And I wish I could be clear
Perhaps I am
Because I cannot deny what I feel
When you are near
My heart races
And I keep taking mental pictures of your pretty faces
Maybe this year
We can go to some new places
Find some fresh wood
To burn in our hearts fireplaces
It has been more than a few days since we met
How I treated you may you forget
Or at least be honest too
Perhaps you feel the same
As I do to you
In this new year
A new chance
Started like last year
With a dance
And now I have words stuck in my mouth
Just writing them to myself on the couch
How can we honor each other?
Not just me and you
But for all others
How can we make this year the best?
There will not be a test
Starts by listening to the beating in my chest
Understand its beat
Listen to its message
Let it be my guide
And allow it to be the one to decide
Should you be the one by my side?
And I be the one next to you?
Is this the year I can see us through?
Honor and stay true to you?
First
I must remember how to woo