Honesty

When I am around you
I still feel that definite chemistry
That awhile ago you mentioned to me
Still see your beauty
But
I wait
Do too much thinking
Only contemplate
To ask for another date
Even forget to compliment
Even for that place we went
The sweetest gift
Our love though
Set a drift
Unsure was I
But why?
My fear staring me back in my face
I didn’t want to end the race
Even though I was destined to finish in first place
I do miss your taste
And that special smile on your face
and I am over flights to outer space
Prefer someone else’s grace
Simple things are easy
With you next me
I guess it is complicated
When it’s you and me
When we try and be more than two
But I can’t keep away from you
Do all things need explanations?
All thoughts clarifications?
All feelings justifications?
I’lll spend forever alone waiting for a reason
Watch the world turn and just count the seasons
But probably just end up feeling the same
Still care more about the game
Then being true
To both me and you
Is that love coming through?
When I look at you
Are you just reflecting back
What I am sending out?
Love
Always more to learn about
Together we both could learn
For each other
Do we still yearn?