Peace at Home

When I lay down at night
I pray that my heart might
Find resolution
For this predicament I want a solution
Love professed in our realm
Some think these are simply dreams
Simply made up scenes
But I feel normal
Just like in a t-shirt and jeans
What can I do now
I rode the dharma past holy cow
Back to the start
Cleared out the blackness in my heart
Found the last of her there
But she was already on the team
She was also a part of this dream
Gave away the last of our hurt
Released me from her jail
Now baby, you tell the tale
Well chapter 1 is over
In fact the first book is done too
Just a short break before book two
I wrote book one with her
We were pleased
A nice warm up
A nice tease
More like children's games
Basic lessons
Now I want my new school session
I choose her
I’ve met her
She is a master teacher
And a women with all my favorite features
But our short affair
Still burns strong
I still care
Still see her at night
No, we never had a fight
No, we never spent the night
My heart warms at her sight
Her voice
Only fit for angels
Her colors
Those of a bengal
I hardly hear from her
But I feel her all the time
This is how I let my heart shine
These are not even my words
There for her
I just hold a pen
Scribble beginning to end
The same question over and over
Not can we mate
More like, A, can we get another date