Lessons Past

I’ve been keeping time

Asking the Divine

Not really trying to rewind

But of my happy memories

I always want to remind

Smile

And hope they stay longer than just a little while

Hope they scar my heart and mind

In the best way

So I can look back and always replay

All those happy memories

I won’t close the door on them

Or regret the memories

When she said I don’t even want to be friends

Goodbye

The end

Soon

Seven more years will have past

And this time

I am promising myself not to become my demonic self

Although I may still get angry

Even furious

I remember what I really am is curious

No need to challenge God in all aspects

Or plead with them to save myself

But ask them what I really want

And that is to know thyself

Ask them to send me my best self

Then ask the Lord to carry me to Their highest shelf

Not for material wealth

But to live in Their Divine Health

The Lesson of the Night Sky

I gaze across the night sky

And wonder why

So many things

But mostly

How does one not wonder?

Not feel like just a number

But rather a member

Of a world full of lights

And a universe full of life

All shining on Earth each night

Twinkling

Streaking

And sparkling

Sometimes loud

But mostly quietly

Just passing celestial love notes

Messages delivered via the Holy Ghost

For all of us to know

Invitations from our Heavenly Host

To join with them

In joyous celebration

For this universe that is the Lord’s creation

Where we begin

And after death our destination

To live the whole thing

Walk the circumference of the Dharma ring

Learn, love, and loose everything

Just the Lord’s instructions for all Human Beings

Forget your title

And your career

Even all your loved ones you hold dear

God’s got plans for you

And they can’t wait to tell you

So come outside tonight

Stand and gaze up at the starlight

Listen

And hear God you just might

Sunday Night

Away I go

But when I return

I stay

Before I left

I made my bed

On Sunday night I will lay my head

And drift away

There are clean sheets

And it is made up neat

It looks nice and inviting

But when I get home

I choose again

It will be just me sleeping

Please no girlfriends

Or mistresses

Even muses

The bed I made I made just for me

But cheer up baby

I definitely love thee

But alas

I must be free

And finally

Treat me

The way I deserve to be

Like Royalty

Like a recipient of the Divine Gift

Cause that is what I am

And you are too

So we don’t need to be two

Not me and you

But two celestial objects

Both shining bright in the distance

Both luminous

Both beautiful and perfect

Just like my bed that is set

That I made with joy and regret

Don’t even want to forget

On Sunday night

In bed

It’s just me I expect

You Belong Here

You belong here

It was meant to be

You don’t have to believe me

Because I am not the one

Who decides such things

Your course in life

Not decided by human beings

Titles, money, or material things

Where you belong

Is decided by God

So you never can be wrong

Even in a room of new faces

Sitting in chairs of the most selective places

Trust me

Because the Lord let me see

Their presence in infinity

Their Glory

And all their majesty

How all the universe is their tapestry

Our strings all attached to God’s puppetry

So it is them who decides

In which seat you sit

And blow the sails of your ship

So they guide your journey

And have set your destination

It’s here where you belong

Because it was here you were destined to be all along

If God said so

How can you be wrong?

You belong here

Right where you are

As bright and brilliant as any other star

The Lord made plans for you long ago

In that moment before the big bang

Before the Lord let it all go

The seeds were planted then

And now we just grow

You belong here

That is all you need to know

Carry On

Carry on young one

Keep going

You can outrun

Tomorrow’s rising sun

It is not yet dawn

The new day

Not yet begun

So carry on

Keep going young one

Your race

You are destined to have won

Starts tomorrow

So start getting ready

Don’t start so heavy

You’ve got time

So you can build it up

No need to rush to grow

When you’re still a pup

Be patient

And believe

That you grow from a divine seed

Just another seedling off the tree

The one that blooms eternally

And was never conceived

Simply came to being

By the Lord’s grace

The same as all other things

Creations by Lord Everything

Carry on young one

Your race is not yet run

Worry not

Because you’ve already won

Your life is your journey

A race with just one completion

One with a known destination

A reunion with the Lord

At their house

With their lovely spouse

And then you find out what that

Race was all about

I Wish and I Wish I Might and I Might

I wish I could describe

How I feel

On the inside

I wish that to be close

Did not mean you had to know

Or even want to

Could it just be about what we do

And that I’ve got a crush on you

I wish that it could be just that simple

And matter of fact

I wonder why I wish so much

When my job is not to control all things

But rather control my being

Wish as I will

The Lord will still be the one to decide

How it all unfolds

How my life’s story is told

I wish

And I wish

And

I might

And I might

But I’m always left wanting

Even when I wanted to be the one walking out the door

Or the one wanting more

All I do is wish

And make up long lists

Of things to have

Relationship goals

And costs of highway tolls

Please Lord

Give me just one more wish

And that is

I accept your gifts

Whether they may be my wish

Or not

It is your job

My course to plot

And my job

To learn from your lessons taught

UR the Gift

Who you are

That’s your gift

The thing you bring

To the community gathering

No need to bring a dish

Just share one wish

Just be with us

Be a part of everything

Use your voice to sing

And join the song

Be a part of the Lord’s symphony

As they intend

Please Sweetie

Let’s not pretend

They are there

At the beginning and the end

Your creator

Your renewer

And your deliver

They made you just the way you are

On the day you were born

They also made a star

Gave you both the same name

So you know where to return

After your last day

And on Earth your body will lay in a grave

But at your star

Your soul forever stays

So then you can decide how you spend your days

On one of your many planets

Or back on Earth

So you better understand it

God’s one lesson for all lifetimes

How to vanquish all fear

In the light of love

To care for all

As we are all sisters and brothers

All God’s children

All made to be our own piece

Of Lord Everything’s masterpiece

Complete