Friday, September 14, 2018

All in All

All in all
Things are fine
Going well really
I am living happily
I guess though I feel lonely
Like no one here really knows me
And though I did have that epiphany
I still can’t say it clearly
Or in a way that anyone can hear me
I remember it throughly
The details
And the scenery
I am just not so sure that is why I see things differently
All my wonderings based here in reality
I’m all set when it comes to fantasy
Been there plenty
I know the difference between now and eternity
Yet people just seem to laugh at me
Not only when I say things jokingly
But when they look at me
Poke fun of my dress mockingly
Not just about me
It’s about all of us
And thee
Why go to hatred so easily
When pain is all it brings clearly
Why do we only see what is different
And can’t see almost everything is the same?
To do so
All we do is change
Remake our heart
So that love is our guide
We will thrive
Not merely survive
Through this corporate slavery
Just living day to day
Every two weeks
We get pay
And 1.5 vacation days
No
This is not the only way
And I wonder why
It seems so hard to see
This world
The Lord did not give
It is the world we made
By choosing to forget our heavenly ways
By denying our truth
By only seeing dollar signs
By not remembering we are better when we combine
We could live any other way
To start
Love is the only word to say

Monday, September 10, 2018

Lessons in Love

Will there come a day?
Hopefully not much after today
When I hear you say
You’re sorry you went away
It probably would of been better
If you stayed
Then at least I would not feel this way
I would have the honor to hold you again
We could make amends
Feel serenity begin
Our lives
I want them to blend
Our daughter could have both our names
One at the beginning
One at the end
In the middle
Something new
Just between us two
That is what I miss the most
Me
And you as the host
Our voices together
Making each song we play better
I wish I could say whatever
And be glad you’re gone
Cause like you said
You moved on
Well I got twenty new girlfriends now
So there
I rather have your vow
Cause I know you loved me
Even if you didn’t want me to
See
And I blew it
Believe me
But there is no reason for us
Both to live in misery
Baby
Now I got everything
It’s just you that’s missing
Remember us kissing?
Now I am just left wishing
Trying to undo a past
Wanting to laugh
But I see your name and gasp
Oh why God did it not last
Why would I feel this way
If it would only lead to dismay
How could I know
If towards your heart I did not go
I guess that’s life though
We can’t have all we want
Even if it was ours
We thought
It is true
The best thing in life are never bought
And I guess
You were just another lesson in love taught
Although I feel like I’ve failed
I know in the end
Love will always prevail

In Jest

No need to make any other calls
Cause you’re already the one
But I pretend I never won
Always second place
Never anyones ace
But I do love
That is true
I just blow it with the things I do
Stuck on being who I was
So I can’t expect your hugs
Because who I am
Is actually a man
Unafraid of what to do
What to say
Or just waste all my time wondering
Who
When it’s you
Standing right in front of me
Someone who waits patiently
And gives of themselves
Cause it’s free
Who knows what we can be
But we will always be nothing
If I won’t be me
In jest
I decline protest
But I really want you laid on my chest
Naked
So I can feel your breasts
Instead I make you guess
Seem as if it is just conquest
My feelings
Regret
Because the dishonesty
Because I lie to you
And me
And then
You flee
And why shouldn’t thee
For no sense in faking
And only enjoy the love we’re making
When we could have it all
Each others dates to the New World’s ball

Monday, August 13, 2018

Ourselves

Gather around everyone
Like all nine planets
Around the sun
Come
Come
Yes, and the little ones
All need to hear
All are welcomed
Both far and near
We are together
In this life
On this planet
As one
One aspect of the Great Central Sun
Whether we be man
Or mouse
Whether be woman
Or rainbow trout
All is always one
Each heart beating different
Than the next one
But together in rhythm
Conducting by the waves of the sun
We have won
Defeated ourselves
No longer created our own hells
And dismal prison cells
Cleaned up the toxic well
Made sure the water was clean for all who dwell
Decided that no longer all we needed to do was sell
Or be chosen
And hear wedding bells
In the mirror
We saw our own reflection
Wondered why we cared so much about complexion
Looked more
And gazed into introspection
The choice was ours
And we chose to rise
Put all these petty things aside
So on Earth is where Heaven shall reside
And we will live in the Lord’s Paradise

To Hither I Go

To hither I go
To hither I come
To hither I went
To hither I return
Each season
Like a migratory bird
Or a nomadic heard
From one place
To the other
Then back
And do it all over
Is it really so bad?
To not follow the fad
Or wonder where or who
When you just do what you knew
By instinct
The map you were programmed with
To travel there
To come back
To a life thought unfair
People forget
How dare!
But to what I’ve learned
Nothing can compare
To breath fresh air
To feel the warmth of a gentle stare
To being open and completely bare
To achieve
I do not really care
But with you may I share
These few words
So I can feel heard
So the travels will not feel absurd
But a journey to take
A story to tell
Around the campfire
Or the wishing well
We need but travel together
But if I see you there
Or when I come back here
I’ll know it is clear
Our paths were laid side by side
So we always see each other on this ride

Friday, August 3, 2018

8.1.18

If you want a better world
If you want to see smiles on the faces of little girls
If you want to see boys that are gentlemen
If you’re sick of hearing news of corrupt businessmen
If you want to have more friends
There is only one thing you can do to begin
Make yourself light
Be sure to shine bright
Go out and have fun at night
Duh, be nice!
Then others will be nice in return
Very simple to learn
But to the outside we always seem to turn
Others to blame
And others to judge
Even though that is not a humans job
It is for the one above
That power greater than any of us
In them put your trust
And your faith
For they created this place
You
And everything else too
But it is only you
Who
Can change the world around you
Not by blaming others
Or giving a silly speech for internet viewers
You change your world when you smile at a stranger on the bus
When you change your face to soft from rough
When you ask questions
And don’t just brag about your fancy stuff
When you desire no credit for what you did
Just did it anyway
Cause that is a better way to live
Cast off your fear of sin
For no human is perfect in deed
But from our inception
Our Divine holy seed
As ourselves is the only way we can be
That’s what God wants
So who said differently?
No need to believe
For we all know what each other needs
It’s love
Is it not plain to see?

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

All Things Same All Things Different

If it all changed
All things different
Colors the same
But rearranged
The place familiar
But the setting peculiar
As if in a dream
A place known
And unknown
A wondrous scene
What if you meant it this way?
What if?
You had your say
And now today
Is that day
You had hoped for
You did wish to go back to before?
So why is it different?
And feel so strange?
Perhaps it is not the place
But you who has changed
Although still called by the same name
Yes in the same town
Just got back?
Nah been around
Still hold the crown
And the key to the city
They already gave it to me
This all seems so differently
And perhaps now I can see
Nothing can stand still
Regardless of your wish
Your desire or will
And you decide whether or not it will be a thrill
Doesn’t have to be
It can be chill
But yes change it will
And so will you
That explains the different hue
What you do
And what you’ve done
Rise and set like the sun
Life on earth is about becoming one
Not some contest to be won
To become part of the sum
The connections to all things universal
This is the path of the spiritual
And that road is long and winding
With ups and downs
Fast-forwarding and rewinding
So here we are again in time unending
Same setting same place
But all things occupy new space
A new journey on a road that leaves a trace
Now we take it at my pace