Why? (U Know me)

Why is everyone so scared of me?
When the last time I was angry was late 2003
Got rid of that version of me
Left him inside of the white lines of the field of that game
The one to be successful one must be insane
Make up lies about yourself
Create an alter ego that has no name
Just a number and color
Roll with a band of ten other brothers
Say and do things you would never tell your mother
Or anyone else
Because for sixty minutes it is going to be hell
Tell yourself you’re invincible
Even though it is a lie
Pretend you cannot die
Smash your body to ruin
Just for school pride
To get attention from the apple of your eye
Hope she will want you for her guy
Give you a sweet surprise
Hello tonight
And tomorrow morning goodbye
She kisses you and thanks you for the ride
By 2004 I was back to me
Doing my favorite thing
My first love and that is to ski
Took awhile for me to remember I only serve peace
From a special town in ancient Greece
A beautiful city that is clearly unique
Definitely not just a number
So special just one name
One said all the time
A word that opens up the world
One that makes you grow
A word that helps you know
This is how I like to always be known
Only that number for 11 years
But been this name since the beginning
And I will keep it until the ending
Because the name is not pretending
It is the number that had a short life span
Just a brief reminder of our old war clan
Just a flash in the pan
Just campus games
To collect pretty girls heart flames
So I could learn their names
And their beds
Trust me being a football hero is a great way to get head
But it had its costs
And my body knows
And now I have returned to the snow
Back with my favorite saint
The one who makes pretty flakes
The one who lives in the mountains
And the one who holds that special purple fountain
28 years now been on the snow each winter
Twice as long as the field where I tried to be the worst sinner
So why wonder who I am?
Iceman is authentic
Fieldman is dead
Buried still inside the lines of the field
My full name in gold on the wall
2003 captains our history is sealed
If you ask me today in 2015
Who I am
No need to wonder
Have never sought the glam
Went back up the mountain one lap ago
Now I am coming back down
Not yet ready to wear my crown
Because I will get it when I clean up I-Town
That will be here before you know it
Who I am
Definitely not afraid to show it
My purple skis clearly representing
St. Germaine
For the next three years
Will be my favorite name
And by then if you don’t remember my name
I suggest you don’t just look
But stop
And Read a book

1 Date Every 15 Years

Hera and I
Planned a reunion for the end of July
When we were done
We asked about each others loved ones
Said she had just been to our west coast city
A week at the beach
Her skin was golden and oh so pretty
Hair like gold
Eyes of pure sapphire
Anyone who could see
Clearly saw her majesty
However
To me
She did not quite look right
Still appeared to be somewhat in the grip of something less bright
Was it her job?
Or that lame dude?
Who I never understood how he got that ring on her hand
Convinced her to settle
Never sees us anymore
Further up Lake Cayuga’s eastern shore
And to us Billy Baldwin is still a bore
I told her about my life
Half my year at a desk
The other half looking fresh
At my best
Making pretty things, cartoons, and angel wings
She said that’s perfect for me
And it is the truth
And if Hera says so
Zeus knows it too
The very next day
I saw her
Wearing the same color as Athena Nike
Her eyes beautiful
And her skin pale
Blanketed by Michael
To hide her holy grail
But when I look at people
I see right through
She was covering her heart
Because she knew
When I look at her I will fall apart
Cause I’ve imprisoned myself
In a seashell
On the ocean floor
Keeping Poseidon’s daughter safe
We all know her name
And we exclaim at her beauty
Protecting her is Artemis’ duty
And she was the reason for the Hellenistic War
And that other stupid one before
Why I took her to the ocean floor
Set her next to Tartarus’ door
In the view of Cerberus
Made sure all the lost souls of this land would live in the River Styx
And I’d play Hades and be forever damned
Until I got word again from the Pleiadian Star clan
Heard Navajo whisper words from the sky
Chief Frozen Arrow’s gaze fixed
Through Odin’s Raven’s eye
Ullr and St. Germaine at the top of the mountain
All Clear
Bathed in Lord Everything’s holy fountain
Ready to show the world
How to face fear
How to close your eyes
And open your ears
Then the message is quite clear
Love everyone and everything
Release all doubt
We are all luminous beings
And this is just the beginning of
Happily ever after and infinity

Carino Requiem

I can’t believe this happened again
Met a girl I wanted to call my girlfriend
Had a few dates
Only could call her carino
Which means sweet affection
When we met it was a Divine reflection
No time for guessing
Cause she just wanted directions
Just said follow me
That is where I am headed
The last time I met a woman this special
I kept a secret
Until she spent the night
And behind the scenes she did peep it
A box of pills
Not for thrills
Or relief
Only to pretend make me sleep
But they do more than that
They suffocate me
And make me wonder
Do these people even know what it means to be under?
And the Lord above?
Have strong wings like a dove
Not be afraid of anything
Know you are perfect
A luminous being
Mi carino always says I’m the best
And that is how I know she is here to bless
When I call from the hospital
I know she will not second guess
She will just be happy to hear my voice again
She will be happy I’m letting everyone know she’s my girlfriend
And that I will beg please baby let’s not let this end
Cause it is only just the start
She has only begun to warm my heart
How to explain this is the hardest part
Cause I don’t even believe what I have is sickness
Because they have no proof
And to that I am a witness
Please know carino that when you land today
Back in the land of the brave
I wanted to be there waiting
Right at the gate anticipating
Because when I am with you there is no doubt
I know who I am so I do not have to shout
You know my poetry
And my art
That is what is real
That is my heart
And I let you walk right in
So please stay here with me
So I can show
There are no surprises
Me you already know
And you help me grow
The only thing I ask is
We take it slow
Because I am going nowhere
For it is you
Who I want to know
Un beso amor
I am waiting for you on my hearts ground floor

Trust Me, I Can

I guess they think I am a quitter
Believe I’ve been a sinner
When all I’ve done is be a winner
And a lover
One that protects their mother
And defends their father
Proud of both my blood brothers
And all my friends in the same category
They are all a part of my story
And for them I can wait
I can
And will be patient
Hold the title of saint
Don’t know the word aint
Or can’t
Or won’t
Cause give up I don’t
I stand tall
And steadfast
Not afraid to hold the title of head of the class
I am also the teacher
And it is my job to make sure
Everyone’s grade is pass
Even better
We all deserve A’s
We all deserve to live in glorious days
All connected to all colors of the Lord’s rays
So for now
All I do is pray
And only do what the Lord says
And when I break commandment
I admit what I did
Ask forgiveness and repent
My time in Hell already spent
Been living way past cloud nine
Sitting right next to the Divine
Since late 2005
So please do not ask about that one dark night
Please remind me of the light
Remind me of the beauty
Because brining that to the world is my duty
I know my arrest record is on the web
I remember
I know what I did
But my dream was to give everyone presents
Erase hatred and live in the present
The eternal now of this timeline
The one we have waited for
The one of the Divine Lord
Trust me I can wait
From her stare I do not want to escape
Five more years
Is a piece of cake
So just watch me get in my zen zone
Cause every Sunday I try and get in the end zone
And when I do I pray like Tim Tebow
Cause I know who really controls this show
It is not me
I do not have a degree in puppet mastery
It is thy Lord who does
And this is who is above
They say wait
Participate in life
And let the Lord be the one to recreate

I can get Through Anything

One time there was a wall
A lot more than ten feet tall
From here to Timbuktu
It contained all the knowledge that Akasha knew
That is how the knowledge grew
Turned red to blue
Horse hooves to glue
All things in this world fake and true
They’ve tried to cut me up
Smashed my face in
Beaten me up
Run me through
Electrocuted and shot
But that cannot touch what I’ve got
My heart beats pure green
Diamond encrusted
A luminous machine
To power a crystalline light body
Make art more than just a hobby
Stop being a member of the Code of Hammurabi
A start being a superstar
Cause that is what you really are
Beautiful, elegant, a fine glass jar
Limited by nothing
Ruled by Lord Everything
They thought I would break
They thought I would crumble
They thought I was weak
But I never fumble
Especially now
With the end zone in sight
Broke all the tackles
No one could touch me
Now I have another victory
And that makes three
So why do you still ask me?
How I did this or how I did that?
Those are not things I worry about
Or shout about
Or even talk about
The future’s where we are going
To the land of ultimate knowing
So come join me and all the rest
Cause when we’re together
We are the best

The Twin Flame

I no longer need to know her name
I no longer need to play this game
Cause I already know
And I will always feel the same
I will always love her
No matter what
Even though see never calls back
Even if she tells all her friends I am whack
Even if she stabs me in the back
Because she is my Twin Flame
And everything she does I share at least some of the blame
Even if she tries to hurt me
Hunts me like a thanksgiving turkey
Guts me and serves me for dinner
Neither one of us can ever be sinners
Because we always serve love
And know the Lord is above
The maker
The creator
The destroyer
And the originator
I keep her in my heart where she belongs
The softness of her voice
The holiest of songs
Her written words
Holy psalms
I want to love her all night long
And tomorrow
You cannot buy from me
But anything you can barrow
I love helping
Cause I know she likes that
Could care less if USweekly thinks I’m all that
Or hear whispers that I am this
Or that
Even into the eternal night
I always see the light
For it is through her eyes
I have known the Divine
And that will last much longer than just this life time
Or the next
We are coming down together
Reflecting each other
Wanting to teach this world how to Love each other

Patience

Patience
How is it spelled
Not quite sure
Last time I tried
All I did was yell
Before you can say P
Or get an interview from me
You must hold on tight
Not be afraid of the dark
Or the light
Hold within your hand Divine might
See how bright
Let your hurt and pain dissolve in the fire
In your palm is your hatred’s eternal pire
Let the master Germaine
Use his healing flame
Purple rain
Let his heart bleed
And he be the one to explain
After the melt
After all emotions felt
Clear the drain
And let the words come out
A
The first letter after the Divine surprise
Ahava in Hebrew
Alpha in Greek
Either way just keep walking down the street
The next letter you meet
T
And you have your first word
Pat
Also an acronym for many things
Point after touchdown
Or just someone’s name
Perhaps your first teacher
Or a Saint of your ancestors birthplace
I Comes next
Not to remind you of me
But rather remind us all of our immortal nature
Each and everyone of us
We are all blessed
Even if we feel we are on a forever banishment
From the Garden
Locked out of Heaven
But that is not true
And never will be
As long as it is the Archangel Michael who wears blue
Not just stupid cops
Who think guns are cool
Now we will decide who is and who is not ready for school
Open your heart
And let Toth take a look
Compare notes in the Elohim scribes book
Justice’s eyes shut
Her scales in everyone’s view
E
Is for Elohim
The royal guardians of our home
The protectors of all sacred
And the keepers of our safe zone
Each day the world is made new
That is what N is for
Because there will always be more
New sand will always wash onto the shore
The Lord will open any door
And close the ones you have already lived
Seen your karma
Know why you did what you did
Asked forgiveness
And begin again
C
Is for another chance
For our world will always be
Even when we join Andromeda in a new cosmic dance
Able to see new planets and stars
Pretty soon you wont even want to go to bars
They will be as lame as your new car
Cause you can’t stop staring at all those new stars
E
As in Eva
As in Forever and ever
The holy name of Adam’s sacred twin flame
A name written in all of our books
Her story read through her look
Endless eyes
Beautiful thighs
The Queen behind
The curtain
And controlling the show
Her name once Nut
But that was a long time ago
To reach Heaven you must get to the end
Great your mother
And love her again
This time not as friends
Not family by name
But turned back into the Twin Flame
Ready to descend again
Only to begin again
This time without any makeup
Not trying to cover anything up
Making it real obvious we do love to touch
Hold hands in the street
And wash each others feet
Get into the water, get nice and wet
And really deep
No more time for hiding
For true love’s light is clearly shining
Through her, me, and you